One thing is for sure ;_;

This is bugging me lately. 😩 I've been always into a situation in which I need to decide whether to choose between "my own goal and my loved-ones' goal". Well one thing is for sure, we have contrasting opinions. In every situation in which I encounter this, I have always thought of wanting to say 'no'. However, I can't just say it. I've came into a realization that maybe I just need to follow what they want so that it'll easily be over. Part of me also says that it is a good choice to stick with their opinion since they will be happy with what I'll achieve and I also think that maybe my 'goal' will soon have a limit. BUT I'M WRONG! 😧😩😰😞
It's harder than what I have imagined. Especially when you do the things you don't want to do and then out of nowhere you'll just ask yourself "Why did I take this?" Or "I can't see the point of doing this." Or even "I can't see my future with this." 😭 It's hard REALLY HARD.