"My life is my message."

From a group whose members started with lots of uncertainties and doubts to a group whose members became each others' strength to face tomorrow with no fear~ ❤💙💚💛💜
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Uhhhmm... Does anyone of you know where can I download the complete "G no Arashi" and "himitsu no arashi-chan" shows? Onegai~
You can pm me. ^^

So he is 32 years old now... Another year added but still you look young :D
Happy birthday ninomiya-san.. I wish you all the best in your life. Keep being cheerful! I'll be your fan forever. :)

Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 8: Date
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 8

Letter sender's POV:

I have done it. I have sent her a letter. Will she discover me right away? I feel so nervous right now as if my heart will be pulled out from my chest. I feel the sweat running through my body as my heart beats abnormally. It needs a lot of courage and braveness to do that thing.

It was yesterday when I decided to give Ninomi a letter. I slipped it into her locker door dismissal time but I haven't knew that she was one of the monitors that time. I carelessly went to the room knowing that no one is left inside but then....

"Geeeezzz, these things are too heavy"

Ehhhh? Who's that?

It was her. I panicked. I ran to the corridor hurriedly without thinking if she would hear my footsteps. I hid myself inside the classroom next door cause I have no choice. I was catching my breath that time. I should not have a single mistake.

That's close. Very very close.

I heard another footstep. Who? Oh Please.

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Ninomi's POV:

Who? Who are you? Urrrrrgggg....

I can't concentrate. Nothing is going inside my head. Who would ever give me a letter? Who would ever say that he admires me just the way I am? Matsumoto can but only him. There will be no one - nothing. It was just a prank, definitely just a prank.

Flashback:

As I open the envelope my eyes bulged to read the sender's name.I never wished this.

To: Ninomi Kazunari
Fr: Mystery Lover

Is this true? Mystery Lover?

I heard footsteps coming from the corridors. I hurriedly went to see if someone is there but I see no one. I was planning to go out and look for the person cause I definitely heard some footsteps but my body wouldn't move. I felt so scared and thought of so many things. I put the books inside my locker without arranging them cause I definitely want to go home because of what happened. I got my bag and with all my might, I ran through the corridors desperately. I heard some whispers.

Whatever!

Still.. I am not convince with the letter. I am still thinking and believing in the fact that maybe it is just a prank. As I open the envelope and red the letter, I felt the uneasiness. 

'Dear Ninomi,

Maybe you are surprise to receive a letter from an unknown person.'

Not 'maybe'... I am definitely surprise!! You'll give me a heart attack.

'As what the sender's name says, I am your mystery lover. First of all because you don't know me.'

That's obvious.

'Second, I wanna keep my identity.'

It's obvious. Okay!

'Lastly, I love you.'

Definitely Obv--.

No.

'I see you different from the others. I see you unique and most of all beautiful. I am not good in telling my feelings personally cause I may say it different. I may not confess my love for you face to face but this heart of mine is sincere and true. I hope that the time will come where in I may confess my feelings for you personally but for now.... This is the right thing to do. '

You're kidding. How can this be right?

'Love is a rosary, full of mystery. I will never love another cause I have choose the one who is reading this letter. Never did I have any second thoughts because from the very start I know that you are for me and I am for you. Time will be very fast and by that time you'll know me at last.

Love waits.

Mystery Lover.'

Should I be happy?

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Thinking of that letter makes me go wild. I am too tired to think. Lover? Mytery? Why? The sender even didn't puy why he loves me. He even didn't give me a hint. He even didn't told me if we ever met or not. He never did anything.

Wwwwwaaahhhhhhh!

"Uhmmmm.. Excuse me, can I sit here?" Someone just interrupted me in the middle of my dramatic paranoia.

It's sho! Is this still a dream? OMG. Chill, Ninomi. Keep calm. Say, yes...

"Ye-- Sure." I can never stay calm infront of him.

"Are you with someone?" He asked curiously.

"No, I am not." Sho showed in the right place and the right time. I can now forget about that letter for a while. That letter never stayed out from my head from the time I saw it. Now I can forget it because of Sho-kun.

"Is there something wrong?"

Maybe not.

"Nothing though. Really nothing." There is something wrong Sho-kun.

"You can tell me everything. I'll listen."

He is so kind. OMG! Don't lose to him. LOL.

"I'll tell you if I'm ready. Thanks!" And when will it be? When will I be ready? Maybe I can ask him about it? Some questions related to it?

"Sho-san, wh- what will you do if you have received a letter from a unknown person?" Questions like this.

"Uhhhhmmm.. Of course, i'll read it!" He answered jokingly. He smiled at me.

"Yes of course... I mean... You don't know him/ her.. And he.. I mean..what will you feel?" I can't tell him all the details though.

"An unknown person huh? Maybe he/she wants to tell you something that he/she can't tell you personally. Random things. Or maybe he needs something?"

Maybe he is right? The letter sender can't tell me personally his feelings. But need something? What does he need? His answer just made me more confuse.

"What will you do next? After reading the letter?"

"I'll wait for the next? Wait. Why are we talking about this kind of things?"

Next? Right, the next? Of course, the letter sender would not leave me hanging right? But when?

"Hhmm.. Nothing. A friend of mine just received a letter from an unknown person so she asked me what to do and I don't know what to answer." That's completely a lie.
"Aaahhh." The only answer I heard from him.

"Thanks, sho-san. You really helped me a lot." Being with you helped me like seriously.

Kyaaaa~

"Of course, i'll do anything for you. Because......" He looked at me and then he told me..

"Because... I like you.." He answered using his softest voice.

WHAT!? Sho? Li-li-likes me!! He's joking. Right?

"Eh?" The only word that my mouth have spoken.

He winked at me. "I need to go. Thanks for the time and for the sit."

I was left frozen in my sit. And was so shock by his words. I am frustrated.

"Why would you say that?" I asked him.

He stopped from walking and look in my direction.

"Why would you say you like me even though you don't?"

That is the truth right?

"What are you talking about? I am serious Ninomi. I like you. Can I ask you to go out with me?"

Kyaaa~ okay. I lose. His charm made me lose. Fine! Do you think he is so fast?

"Me? Out with you?" My grammar just suck this moment, robot talk.

"Hahaha.. Yes.. You and me on a date." He use his two fingers pertaining to me and him walking together.

I can feel my cheeks become red. I can feel my hand trembling. I wanna jump because of success. 'Victory feels' they say.

"Yes."

"Okay then. It is decided. This weekend. Sunday. I look forward to it. See you!" He lift his hand and wave goodbye to me.

"Bye!" I bid him farewell.

I hop out of happiness. This is killing me. I am fainting. No, no.. I am dying. I can't describe the happiness that I am feeling.

Sho and I on a date! Sho and I on a date!!! Happiness is coming! Love this feeling.

"Ouch!" Someone bump me.

It is Sawada. "What's the matter!?"

"Is there someone speaking?" He said.

Okay, Ninomi. Ignore him. Don't start a fight. But he started it. No, no, no. Don't ruin your mood. Just go.

I walk past him bumping also his right shoulders. I don't care what is his reaction. That's for him.

Sho and I on a date! Yey!

As I enter the classroom and to my sit, I saw an envelope inside my desk.

"Ehhhh. Another one."

To: Ninomi Kazunari
Fr: Mystery Lover

Mystery Lover!?

A/N: Who is mystery lover?LOL. Updated. ^^ thanks for reading. Comments will be much appreciated. Love you!

 Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 6: Revelation
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 6:

Ninomi's POV:

Why? Of all persons why him? I am so jealous with Oh-chan. Having Sho-kun as his partner. What are they doing now? Maybe they are having fun..

Urrrrrgggg..

(Flashback)

"Sawada Jun and -----"

Being the partner of this devil is the worst. I feel sorry for his/ her partner. I feel pity for him/her. He/she will be experiencing disaster.

"Kazunari Ninomi"

Eh? EHHHHH!?

I was shocked. Very very shocked. My gosh!

I look at him and I saw him looking at me also. I saw him looking like a loser. I saw him cursing me like I wanted that thing to happen.

That is the worst thing that I could imagine. Being the partner of this person - will we finish the project? Or will we even do the project? But that is not the point. He will be making my life miserable. Partners? I can't imagine the two of us having a team work or should I say partner work? With his personality and attitude like that, most likely it will be the round 2 of our fight and there will be no progress in our work.

I walked from my sit to the teacher's table to protest and ask the teacher for another partner.

It is not just me who feels this way but also this 'sawada' man. Both of us went and the unlucky me continues.

I stumbled.

Huhuhuhu.. I stumbled in front of him. I saw him laughing out loud and saying

"Hahahaha.. You are not just ugly, you are also weak."

I looked like an idiot in front of him. I looked like an idiot in front of the class.

The whole class laughed and the gossips started.

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But 'it is a miracle'..

"9:00 am.. Heaven village, banilad. Sawada compound. I'll kill you if you will be late." He told me yesterday when I was about to go home. His eyes were totally looking at me intensely.

What is he planning? It was really unexpected. I should prepare myself for the worst thing to happen. I should not expect him to welcome me so good and kind. We are talking about 'Sawada'. He can do all bad things.

So now, I am here waiting on the bus stop alone. Of course, waiting for the bus.

*bus----- Banilad

"Here is it."

YOSH!!! Fight!!

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I have arrived on my destination.

"Wwwwooooaaahh!!" Is only thing I could react.

The house is so huge. As expected of the riches family in business industry.

A man in his 30's welcomed me when I have arrived. I think he was the man with that 'sawada' man I saw in our first day. He is his butler.

"Welcome, please make yourself at home." The butler said.

How could I even be at home in this kind of place. It is totally different from where I lived. As the big door of his mansion opened, you'll first notice the big painting. The painting shows a boy and a girl holding hands with each other. The painting was actually very familiar. I think I saw that picture long time ago but I can't remember it.

I was actually staring at the painting so long that I haven't notice the maids lining up in the left and the right side of me.

"So-sorry. Where should I go? Where should I wait for 'sawada'?"

"Follow me maam.."

Wew, that was panicking.

I was brought into a big room with full of different shelves - full of books, full of paintings.

"Young master is still asleep please wait for him here. Enjoy yourself." She bows and then left me alone.

"9:00 am. Huh? Don't be late? Where is he now? Even though this is his house, he should not be also late."  I was seriously complaining. Talking all by myself.

No wonder. Forget it. I'll just enjoy my self for now. Thinking about it...

This place is awesome. Really awesome. I saw so many interesting things in this room.

"To let me feel at home, I'll just read some books."

I was searching for some interesting books in one of the shelves. When suddenly, a book caught my eyes.

"Past, present, future by sawada Jun."

He wrote the book? This makes me curious.

'I was 8 years old when I first met her in the place were I belong, in a place of love and harmony. As I saw her innocent eyes introducing herself to the crowd, I fell in love with her. She was the cutest person I could ever met. I then believe in, "Love at first sight." '

Hahaha. Really!? He wrote this book? Lol

'I introduced my self to her. I was totally nervous at that time. I don't have anything that I can offer. I have nothing. At first glance she caught my eyes and at second glance she caught my heart.'

Nothing? Is he kidding? I can't believe that he wrote this.

"Who the hell told you to read that book?"

A very loud voice just interrupted me. He grabbed the book from me.

Wait.

"It is not my fault for being bored. You told me to go here 9:00 am and what time is it now? Oh, I am sorry, young master. Idiot."

Geeezzzz..

"Don't you ever read this book again. Have you ever heard of the word 'Privacy'?"

"Oh right, privacy. If we are talking about it then why did you even put it here. Someone can just get that book and read it."

"It was lost, kazunari."

"You should then thank me for that okay. I have found your book."

I was talking there seriously when I saw his reaction change and shifted. What the hell happened to him?

I saw him staring at me but it is not the eyes of anger, it was the eyes of being shock.

"What was your name again?" He then asks me suddenly.

Wew, he really is an idiot. He even mentioned my family name a while ago.

"Huh?"

"Just tell me!"

What is wrong with him?

"Ni-nomi Kazunari. Remember it."

He suddenly run and left me in that room. Will I follow him? Will I go with him? No, no , no. He didn't ask me too.

"He is acting weird."

Jun's POV:

Why haven't I realize it. It's her. The love of my life. Yesterday's pairing it was her name that was mentioned with my name. Why haven't I realize it. I am truly an idiot. Thinking about it she has plenty of similarities with Ninomi. WTH am I thinking. Of course, it is because she is the real person.

Will I tell her about my identity? Will she still accept me? Does she even remember me? I am so happy. Seeing her well. I am very happy seeing her again after 10 years of waiting. She is a grown up girl now. Seeing her defend herself makes me happy. She is not weak compared to the chibi Ninomi. She became matured now but the fact that she change doesn't mean that my feeling also change for her.

I'll not tell her about me. It is too late to tell her. Saying that I am 'Jun Matsumoto'. Will she even believe? Will her attitude towards me will be better or worst than ever? I want to tell her everything but the right time is not today.

Not telling her about me is the best thing to do for now.

True love they say never dies and true love will see the truth behind, the lies. If she truly cares for me. She would definitely know the truth in the future.

I'll protect her no matter what. BTW, seeing her angry is cute. She turns into a tomato with her red cheeks. She is so strong.

"It is been a long time. I met you again in an unexpected moment. I still love you, you know."

A/N: So here is it.. Chapter 6. Jun noticed it! The truth was revealed... Jun knew it! Yata! Sorry for updating it late. Comments will be much appreciated and considered. Love you! :*

Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 4: New guy
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 4:

Ninomi's POV:

"Mouuu.. You're just fooling around.. You're just teasing me.." Words that were spilled out from the mouth of the person right in front of me. Love birds that were flirting around while the ceremony was ongoing -- a couple. Basically, they were doing some awkward stuffs right in front of my eyes - kissing, hugging, giggling around and etc.

"I love you, babe." They totally have their own world.

How the hell can they do that in public. Are they not afraid of teacher's punishments? Bitter.

As I turn my head from left to right, I can see students sleeping, chatting with their pals, doing some business just to get over from reality, just to get out of the HELL that is happening to us. I can see the sweat running down from their faces to their necks and to their uniforms. I can see the redness of their cheeks as they endure the warmness of temperature in the gymnasium. I can see the negative aura that was flowing from each and every student's eyes. I can see every suffering each and every student feels.

This is one of the reasons why I hated schools, the ceremonies. They always took a lot of our precious times. As what my calculations shows, I can actually read 5-10 chapters of my favorite novel if they would just allow reading. I can finish 1 whole adventure of my favorite game. Ceremonies makes every student's life miserable and it was very BORING.

How can they not tell every students feeling based on our reactions, based on our expressions? FYI, No one is listening to you, dear. Can you just end your speech? BTW, How long is that speech of yours? Please end that now.

I was just keeping the frustrations inside me like seriously.

You know what, I am still running from reality. I was totally giving off my anger to those people having their speeches, I pity them. I just can't move on from what just happened earlier. I can't forget what that 'sawada' man did to me. I am totally pissed with him.

"Students!" A loud voice just caught each student's attention. I think she was our principal. Not so sure though.

"A new beginning, a new chapter for us. Make this school year one of the best years of your high school journey. Please treat us well." She then bows, showing us her best wishes.

Bows. Showing her our respect and gratitude.

The ceremony ends.

Yata!!

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"Sho Sakurai is here."

"What!? Really?"

"He is very handsome."

Gossiping. Girls were totally jumping and giggling their heart out.

Sho Sakurai? I haven't heard his name before. Whatever.

"3-A". The section I was in.

As I was entering the walls of our classroom, I bumped someone AGAIN.

May be that 'sawada' boy is right. I am too small, too tiny to be seen. Wait.. Am I agreeing to him? NOOOOO..

I hurriedly got down and pick up the things on the floor without me looking at his/her face. I don't wanna have a fight with someone again. I don't want my frustrations to add up once more. One is enough, I don't want to make this school year the worst than ever. Even though it may be the worst.

Geeeeezzz..

This is second time in a row. I am not so lucky today. Have I done something wrong that I deserve all of this things? I am a very good student. Why? Why? WHY!?

I was in the middle of my questioning drama-- I actually don't know who I am questioning though -- when suddenly, I saw a hand helping me pick up the things on the floor.

As we finish picking up those notebooks, pens and etc. He/she stood up while me still not looking at him/her because maybe that person I bumped into is that 'sawada' man. It would be totally worst if he was this person. I would really curse him and crash him into pieces.

"Are you okay?"

Eh!?

He is totally not 'sawada' boy because he would never ask that kind of question. Forget 'sawada' boy already.

I look at the person and I was so shock of what I have seen.

"Zeus" - gods of all gods.

I was out of my mind. I don't know how can I describe this creature that is right in front of me. I can feel the warm temperature rising up. I can feel my cheeks blushing- tomato face. I can feel my heart beating so fast like I just finished doing some chores. My brain was dancing. I felt like panicking. 

"Zeus?"

"Uhhmm.. I am okay. Thank you!" That is all I can say.

He was smiling. His smile is cute. He may be God's given grace to me. It may be my lucky day after all. He was too cheerful and he was totally one of a kind. He is the dream of every girl in the world --- ideal boy.

Kyaaaa~~

"I was not looking straight when I was walking that is why I bumped you. Does it hurt? Shall I bring you to the clinic?"

Zeus!!!

He is totally not that 'sawada' man. His attitude is priceless. He is too good to be true. He treated me nicely and accepted the fact that he was wrong. He was the one who bumped into me.

"No, no, no.. No need to bring me to the clinic. I am fine. Is just that--- can I ask for your name?"

That is too brave of you Ninomi!! Go, go, go.. Fight! Fight!

"I am Sho Sakurai, remember it, Ninomi Kazunari."

So he was that 'sakurai'. Hahaha--- HUH!? How did he know my name? Is he a stalker. Okay, I am just over reacting but.. How?

Curiosity strikes.

He was about to go when I stopped him by blocking his way out.

"How did you know my name?"

"At your back.."   What is he talking about?

I reached out my hand and I was so surprised when I suddenly got a paper- bond paper to be exact.

"Ninomi Kazunari, most beautiful person in the world."

Who the hell wrote this. Those damn bitches again. 1st round of bullying. I should not feel affected but it was embarrassing. Is this paper stickied at my back since the ceremony started? It was at my back since then? Gosh! It makes me wanna slap the faces of those who put this on my back. Who are they?

I crumpled the paper and a very embarrassed look I bid my farewell to Sho-san.

He grabbed my hand.

"I agree with it though!"

What!?

Gosh! His words!! I can die now. Take me now, Lord. No, no, no I was just joking. I am so very happy to hear that. Thank you, Lord for keeping me a live. I can feel my face red than ever. Plus his hand touching mine. OMG!!! >.<

"Do you have any fever? You are red."

Let goes of my hand and then touched my forehead.

WTH!!

"No, no. I am okay!"

No, Ninomi.. You are not!! You are dying inside.

"Aaahhh.. Stay well neh? I have to go to the faculty. You are beautiful."

Glances as his watch and goes hurriedly.

It is been a while since someone said those words to me 'You are beautiful'. What he just said now. Reminds me of someone.

"Matsumoto"

A/N: So that is Chapter 4. Did you like it? New character "Sho Sakurai". What would be his role in the life of Ninomi? Ninomi is still thinking of Matsumoto/ Sawada. LOL.
BTW, Gomen for updating it just now. I am not so sure when will I update this again but I will do my best to update it faster. I just arrived in our trip. YEY. Hope you like the story. Comments will be much appreciated. It makes me happy reading those comments of yours. You can critic my work in a bad way or good way. It makes me do better. Chapter 5 next. Thanks for reading. Love lots. *hugs*