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Their solo songs are also great. The song that really touched my kokoro (char!) is MUSIC by my husband, Ninomiya Kazunari. (Haha) The song's beat is seriously cute and, of course, his voice is also cute. Komi e no Omoi is also one of my favorites. Over all, I love the album. <3 <3 <3

Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 7: Letter
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 7:

Ninomi's POV:

"I still love you, you know."

I heard him saying those words. Is he pertaining to the girl in the book?

After he ran out of that room, I found myself following him even though that is not the right thing to do. That mansion was freakin' huge enough for just one family living in there. The mansion was like a maze where in there were dead ends and there are many possible choices of paths. I was so confused. I should have not follow him in the first place. He didn't told me to follow him. Crazy.

I am totally lost. I even don't know where am I now.

Why am I following him?

It doesn't matter.

I passed through so many rooms. I was about to give up cause I have seen another dead end but I heard someone in one of the rooms...

"I still love you, you know."

Goosebumps. I never heard someone so honest in a long time.  It was so nice and calm. I felt at peace hearing those words. I was glued in front of that room for a couple of minutes when suddenly someone opened the door.

It was him. The man I hated so much.

"Wh- why are you here?" He answered calmly and shock.

Something is not right -----The book, the following paragraphs in the book. He is the last person I could imagine uttering those words or maybe I could say 'impossible'. I was so confused to answer.

Why am I so affected with that?

Maybe because---- He sounded like him? No, no, no. It can't be right.

I was still standing like a statue in front of the room. I moved my head down. Of all the time why was I remembering 'matsumoto' now. I haven't seen him for a long time.

Am I missing him? I am just thinking too much.

Things were quite so fast enough. I felt a warm hand wrapping around me. I felt a little weight in my body. He hugged me. I felt my cheeks become red. I can smell his fragrant perfume. I felt that I truly exist, I am not alone. It felt like the day I hugged 'Matsumoto'. The day I saw him last.

"This is what you want. Right?" He chuckled.

Wait. EHHHH!?

I came back to my senses. I pushed him a way from me.

What have he done just now? He hugged me!! Am I over reacting? It is just a hug, ninomi.

"Definitely not!" I denied.

I saw him looking so funny. I can see how he was trying to hold his laughter. He was totally teasing me. He can look so kind sometimes though and cute.

"Thanks." The only thing that I can tell him. It was just a single word by I know that it meant a lot. I don't know if he can appreciate it but for me he desereves to be thanked.

"What? What did you tell me just now?" He chuckled.

"Nothing." It pisses me off. I can feel the embarrassment running through my body. I am just being honest. There is nothing wrong with that.

But first of all, why am I thanking him? Geeez, I really don't need an explanation though. I felt like thanking him.

I just smiled back.

"That's gross. Stop smiling at me." He told me. He passed through me bumping my right shoulder. "Let's make our project, so it will be finished right away."

"Can I ask something?" I really can't handle my curiosity.

"What?" He answered.

"Who is she?" I blurted out the words. I wanna hear it from him. I wanna tell him the truth.

He stopped from walking. He turned his head to look at me. He looks so confused.

"Huh? She? What are you talking about?" He answered me intensely.

"The- the girl in the book." Yes, I wanna know who is she cause you were totally different when it comes to her. She can change you. You can be good. You'll stop being bad.

"And why should I tell it to you? Are you someone so close with me that I should tell you Everything?" He said those words while grinning at me. His words where kinda insulting but it is the truth. I have no connection with him.

He is right. I don't have the right to ask. Am I his mother to know all the things that was happening to him? LoL. But I want to know.

"Oh yes, we are close. We are enemies. As what the quote says 'keep your friends close and your enemies closer'"

What the hell is my explanation. It is freakin' odd.

"Eeeehhh? You are an interesting girl. I know from the very start that you are crazy."

"Okay, fine I am crazy! Just tell me. Is it bad to be curious? I'll make the project alone if you tell me. I promise." I put my right hand up showing that I am telling the truth.

Gosh! That is worst. Making the project alone is worst.

He walked again faster than before.

"Hey! Tell me!" Following him.

"Tell me! Sawada! Tell me!"

We arrived into a room but still I have heard nothing from him. No answer, not even a frustrations like--- 'stop it', 'you are anoying'.

Aaaaaaaahhhh... I am ignored.

As he opened the door's room he pushed me into the room and then...

"My first love." He said it.

"Eh?"

"Now finish the project inside this room. The materials are complete. You said to make it all. Right? Then make it by your self. I am serious." He closed the door. After saying those things faster.

"First love?" He even felt love before uhh..

I heard enough. That was what I wanted to hear.

No, no, no.. I should stop thinking it now. The project.. Uggghhh...where should I start now?

Uhhhh.. So I ended up making the project alone. But that is what I want. Right?

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At school.

I finished our project and it was a big success. Both of us received a very big mark or grade.

"Wow ninomi, congratulations! It worked out!" Oh-chan cheerfully said.

"Yeah! " There is no need to tell her what happened. That is also a secret. Maybe?

"Wanna come into my house today? Mom and I will be making a delicious cake. I want you to try it."

"I am sorry, Oh-chan. I really can't go now. I am a monitor for today so it means that I would be coming home late."

I saw her face changed, she became sad knowing that I would not be going with her.

"I promise. I'll go next time. Please! Please! Please! Don't be sad. It hurts me seeing you down."

"Okay then." She smiled at me. "It can't be helped. I'll bring a piece of Mom's cake tomorrow for you. Try it okay?"

"Yes, of course Oh-chan."

"I gotta go now, Ninomi. I'll try to help mom. Bye!" She kissed me on my cheeks after saying those words.

"Bye!"

She was really cute as always.

Okay, what should I clean now? Let's start.

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As expected we left the classroom late. It is getting dark when we finished cleaning. I was left alone in the classroom. I have things to put inside of my locker.

"Geeeezzz, these things are too heavy."

I am having a hard time carrying so many books.

As I opened my locker, a small envelope came out from it.

"Eh, what is this?"

My eyes bulged out when I read the sender's name.

To: Ninomi Kazunari
Fr: Mystery Lover

Huh? Love letter! Who will it be? No one will love me! This is just a joke, a prank to be exact.

I heard footsteps coming from the corridor but when I went out. There was no one.

EHHH? It makes me freak out.

Who are you?

To be continued.....

A/N: Hisashiburi! *waves*. I am too busy to updated it faster. :'(
So, what do you think of this chapter? Who is the sender of the love letter? Who? Who? Who? LOL. Hope you like the story. Comments will be much considered and appreciated. Love you :*

Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 5: Pairing
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 5:

Ninomi's POV:

'I agree with it though.'

His words are continuously revolving inside my head - I'm freaking out.

A very handsome boy told me that I am beautiful. Kyaa~

Happiness is just overflowing inside me. As time passes by students are becoming manier and manier and manier and to the point that our classroom was occupied fully - students complete.

There is no assigned sit for us so I just sat to the farthest chair at the back at the right side of the classroom - near the window. I enjoyed looking up to the sky and day dreaming about my prince charming - Sakurai Sho.

"He is so cool."

"Who!? Who is? Tell me?" Someone just appeared at the right side of my face. She was very near. I was about to have a heart attack not just because she was near but to the fact that she heard me and she just appeared at my side like a ghost.

"What the!!???"

"Chill. As if I gave you a heart attack"

"You almost gave me one!!! Oh-chan.. Mooouuu~"

Ohno-chan, she is my best friend. I met her 3 years ago when she saved me from those bitches who bullied me. She is a very cute girl physically and has a very good talent in arts and drawing. Damn this girl.

She is the one that supports me in everything that I do. I love my bestfriend.

"No--nothing." I'm not gonna tell her about what happened. She would definitely tease me if she would know about him.

"Ninomi!" Pouts. A sign that she is sad.

"Don't give me that face, Oh-chan. Really. It is nothing. I just find him cute."

No choice.

"Cute? Who? Please tell me."

She is curious.

"Aaahhh!? I bet you are talking about that transferee boy?" She snapped out.

"Yes, it is him" I felt my face became red - blushing.

Sho Sakurai.

"He is the talk of the class. The rumor is that he is the son of  the riches business class in Japan.

I am not surprised though. It is pretty obvious in his looks.

"Sawada Jun"

Huh?Sawada? What is she talking about?

"Sawada?"

"Is there something wrong Ninomi? You said you find him cool and cute right?"

WTH!? Not him.. I am talking about Sho Sakurai... But wait a minute. Transferee?? Eh!? He is in our class. That damn bitch devil man!? This is Hell!!!

"Not him Oh-chan! I am talking about another person!! I will definitely not talk about that person!!" I shouted and just panicked.

I haven't realize that my voice was raising and because of that I got the attention of my classmates.. They where glancing at me and actually whispering somethings.

I sat down with those embarrassment.

"Ehh!? It is not him?" She whispers.

"He is a devil Oh-chan."

Definitely.

"Huh!? How would a very charming boy like him became a devil and most of all almost all the girls in our class had fallen for him. They say that he gave a very big donation in this school. A very rich boy.. Really."

"His physical appearance is a lie, Oh-chan. He is definitely wearing a mask to cover his bad attitude and personality."

"What the hell just happened Ninomi?"

"I can't tell you all the details now but I just wanna warn you that please never fall in love with him cause you'll be very miserable. I am just worried for you."

She is my best friend. I will never hurt her.

"I understand. I'll remember those words Ninomi-chan. Love you!"

"Love you too!"

*CRING

Bell rings and that is the sign that classes will be starting.

Students hurriedly went to their sits and attentively listen to the teacher.

"Let me introduce myself. I am Fujioka Haruhi your homeroom and class advicer. Please treat me well. Yoroshiku!" She then bows.

"We have 3 new students this school year all are boys. Please introduce yourself."

"Kyaa~ this is paradise with those three ikemens"

I heard those girls at my front. Gigling while chatting around.

"Nice to meet you. I am Masaki Aiba from the place of Chiba. I love playing around and meeting new friends like you. I love sporty activities. Please treat me well. Yoroshiku!"

This boy is so enthusiastic. He would definitely fit in this class.

"Next please."

"I am Sho Sakurai. I love political Sciences and I love soccer. That's all. I hope that I would meet new friends here. Yoroshiku!"

Gosh! He is so polite and kind. He is so humble and accepts all things. My Prince Charming!

"Nice to meet you Sho Sakurai.  lastly, may you please introduce yourself?"

Speaking of the Devil. He is right infront of the class. I hope that he would not have a good impression and I know that he would definitely do wrong.

I was just grinning like I had just experience victory.

"Sawada Jun. Yoroshiku!"

WTH is that!?

"Oh my G. He is so humble and he looks like a puppy pleading to pat his head."  A girl in my front just said.

"Ikr. So cute" affirmative speaking.

What is happening in this world? How can people be possibly think that he is cute and a good person. Uuurrggg.. I wanna scream and shout at him!

"That is all? Okay, and they are the new students and transferees of this school year. You may sit in those vacant chairs."

Vacant chairs? My right side is vacant!! Sho Sakurai!

I look at the window to hide my excitement and my happiness because the possibility of Sho being my seatmate is too big. I met him a while ago and he became my friend.

Oh crap, Sawada!!!

Somone patted my right shoulder.

"Hi! Aiba Masaki here!" Giving his Full teeth smile.

"Hello. Ninomi Kazunari." Smiling at him.

What a disappointment but better than being with that 'sawada' boy.

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"Ninomi"

"Is this seat free?"

"Ye-es."

It is lunch time and I am in the cafeteria eating alone when suddenly my prince charming showed up.

Gosh! Sho Sakurai is eating with me!

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"Hey, Ninomi- chan." "Ninomi-chan."

I woke up. I haven't realize that I fell a sleep.

Eeeehhh!? It is the best part why did he woke me up.

"Ninomi-chan, sensei is glaring at you." Aiba said whispering at me.

"Oh!? Really? Thanks for the concern."

I should be thankful to Aiba-chan because if he didn't woke me up I'll definitely be yelled at.

Jun's POV:

This is boring.

I really look forward to meet new classmates and friends but as I enter our classroom, people were just talking about me being rich and handsome.I want them to treat me like a normal person.

I wanna make friends not because of my riches and looks but because of my attitude and personality.

And another thing that makes me wanna go home is that 'evil' girl who called me ' bitch, idiot , devil' is in my class.

What a coincidence!!!

As I deliver my welcoming speech she was grinning at me like she was cursing me to hell.

"Minna-san, I will be your science teacher and just to inform you earlier and make things easier for you. I would give you now the pairings for our science project."

Uuuhhh.. Science project? I hate this.

"Ohno Satoshi and Sho Sakurai."

"Wwaaahhh.. She is very lucky." Girls becoming wild.

"Aiba Masaki and Horikita Maki."

"Seto Koji and Tahara Mika"

I was just patiently waiting for my name to be red with my partner's name.

I hope that I could be close to him/her.

"Sawada Jun and ---"

And? And? Who will it be?

"Kazunari Ninomi"

Huh!? EH!?

I look at her direction and saw her look at me ALSO. I saw her face of disappointment and a face of disgrace.

We both went to the teacher to protest and she -----

Stumbled..

"Hahahaha.. You are not just ugly, you are also weak."

All of my classmates laugh at her. But that is not the problem. I don't wanna be his partner.

"Geeeezzzz"

A/N:
Hisashiburi!! Sorry because I just updated it today. I became really really busy last week. I'll try my best to update it faster. Hope that you like the story. Comments will be much appreciated. Thanks. Love you :*

Title: Jun, My sunshine
Author:osjmnkamss
Genre: Drama, romance
Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: G
Summary: "Don't ever fall in love with me." Jun answered. Will Sho still persue his love for him?

A/N: Hello! This is a story I made for all of you. I want to try making a one-shot. Comments will be much appreciated. Please critic my work. Enjoy reading it. :D

They say that 'it's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.'

"I don't know why I should tell you this. I'm nothing special, nothing but an ordinary person. Nothing good has happened in my entire life. My life just suck. Except the fact that I met you, Sho. I can see a ray of hope in you. You became my strength."

My world just stop. The warm blue of his eyes reassures me of a love that would last forever. Tears was just continuously streaming from my eyes to my warm cheeks. I had realized many things. I had realized that I felt the same feelings for him. Jun, my sunshine.

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Jun and I met at school. We were locker neighbors, sharing the same smell of fresh notebook paper with clips of our favorite musicians taped inside our locker doors.

He was so beautiful ---Pinkish cheecks, with his fully matured body and with his attractive facial character. But what is weird about him is that he has no friends, alone and empty. I haven't seen him hanging out with somebody before. I haven't seen him smile.

Those things had deepen my curiosity. 

"That's nice!" I approached him with out hesitation.

I want to know more about him. I want to be part of his life. I don't want to be a stranger. I want to be his FRIEND.

"Th-Thanks." He stood up from his chair.

Why is he so distant?

I tried talking to him for how many times but he would just ignore me. Doing some excuses- going to the bathroom, goes to the faculty, science project..... And more.

Wait. Why am I doing this? Is it because of pity? Question, unanswered.

Finding an answer to my question just makes me wild. Makes my head BURST.

"Love is the extremely difficult realization that something other than oneself is real."
- Iris Murdoch

Something is not right.

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I saw him in the cafeteria. Eating alone.

"Can I eat with you?"

"Yes"

I sit now in silence, I don't know how to start the conversation. As I start to speak, I look into his eyes and stop myself, wondering if I will be making a mistake..

No, no, no.. I should speak.

"Uhhmmm.. Are you okay?"

Idiot. How can I easily ask him that kind of question. He doesn't know me..

"W- why.."

Wait. His starting to talk to me right now.

"Mh?"

"W-why do you always talk to me?"

WHY!? A very difficult question. I even don't know why. I can't answer that. Please change the topic.

"Uhhmm.. I don't have a specific answer of 'Why'. I just want to be your friend. That is all. Is that a problem? Am I too annoying? Am I giving you an head ache?"

My heart pounded as I glance nervously into his eyes, unable to hold my stare, yet unable to look away.

"Don't ever fall in love with me."

I sit frozen on the chair for a long time after he said those words; the only movement in my body is my eyes that is ridiculously naughty. I can't stare him straight right in to his eyes. Why am I feeling this way? I felt my heart being crashed into pieces. It makes me feel like half of me is missing. And so I am searching for the missing piece... Is that you?

He was about to stand when I grabbed his hand and held him in my arms tightly.

I struggle to find the words that I know must come out of my mouth. Words that would lead us to a place of magic on the path of our friendship.

"I need you."

That's it.

He was crying.

"Are you kidding? Why would someone need me? I am useless. Not me please."

"It should be you." I said those words lightly. Not being afraid of rejection. I knew that I was taking a big chance with my feelings. If I didn't give him my heart now, there may be no other time.

"Give me a chance to get to know you more. Give me time to think. Will you wait for me?"

"Yes, I will surely do."

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We where seeing each other for almost 5 months. The awkwardness are gone and he is starting to open up things on me.

Being with him change my life. I shared many things with him- I mean, everything. I felt the love prying apart the hard shell of shyness that encircled me. His love for me lifted me from the Earth and gently sent me into the clouds. He cast off the chains I had given my self. As if a tall, dark mountain had stood in front of me and out of nowhere, he had given me wings to fly over it.

I should tell him now. I should confess my love to him.

"Jun-chan, I love you. Will you be my boyfriend?"

Silence.

"Impossible."

WHAT!? Is he kidding?

I took a deep breath and replied, "But I love you, Jun. You-----"

He interrupted me.

"Cancer"

Huh!? What is he talking about.

"I'll die soon, Sho-chan. You will be left alone. I don't wanna leave you. That is why I don't want someone to fall in love with me. I don't want to keep in touch with someone. I don't want to be close to someone because...." His voice is accelerating. He is catching up his breath. "I'll leave them eventually."

My heart was broken. Why did he not tell me? He was everything for me, almost all the time together had been in my heart.

"And now you know. Please don't ever go near me."

I was out of my mind. I grabbed his hands and kissed him. I can feel his smooth lips touches mine. I felt his hand on the back of my head pulling our lips more closer. I can feel his warm cheeks touches mine. I can feel his tears run down my cheeks.

I let go of him.

"You will be healed, Jun. If that's not the case. I would be happily be with you and cherish every moment that God has given you to live in my life. I would be ready to face your death, Jun." I hugged him. "Years, weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds.. Is not enough but I would promise that it is worth it to be with you."

"I don't know why I should tell you this. I'm nothing special, nothing but an ordinary person. Nothing good has happened in my entire life. My life just suck. Except the fact that I met you, Sho. I can see a ray of hope in you. You became my strength."

"We'll get this through together."

I felt her grip became tighter. I know that I had totally convince her. I will promise to love her now and forever.

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It has been 2 years since he had died but I can still feel his presence right here in my heart. His memories would be treasured in my heart forever. Nothing can replace, Jun, My sunshine.

A/N: Sakumoto love. YEY. I am very happy to finish this story. I wanna share my first one-shot fanfic. I am not confident in writing stories. Hope you like it. Comments are much considered and appreciated. Love you all!! :*

Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 2: My first Friend
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 2:

(Flash back)

"Dear, we have just arrive!"

I opened the window glass and had a peak of what the world is all about. I saw so many different creatures right in front of my eyes. For an innocent 7 year old girl like me, everything was just a game. Every single day was a very long journey that I should pass on. I lived my life different from many kids. My parents were working abroad so I was left behind with no companion. Things were just so different. They had enrolled me to school to meet new people but those classmates of mine just bullied and treated me like a piece of shit. I was home schooled. I was isolated in the house without any interaction to the outside world, no one can reach me, no one can understand me. Being someone with the same generation as me is just so rare. I play alone, I experience fun and excitement alone. Video games is my life. That is all. The world is cruel.

As I step down from the car, a new world had open up. Cold breeze welcomes me to the orphanage.It is so refreshing that is what I thought.

But seriously? I am damn nervous with those stares and  gossips that I hear from my surrounding. I was like a crow in a flock of doves. I felt like they would eat me alive. @.@

"Introduce yourself, dear."

"I... I, I, I a-m ni..ni-nomi!!" I tried my best to give them a positive impression but WTH have I done!? I talked like a robot. I sounded like an idiot. My face just felt so warm. I can't breathe.

NOOOOOOO!!!!!

They would definitely laugh at me. They would surely not accept me. They would be bullying me too.... - those kinds of thoughts. But unexpectedly, things turned out to be different.

"Ninomi-chan, Nice to meet you! Can we be friends?" A cute little boy just approached me suddenly without any hesitation.

White in skin color, tall in terms of height.. He is very handsome. Just so opposite with me.

"Eh?"

"You should reply 'Nice to meet you too' and not 'Eh?'. That was a little bit rude, Ninomi-chan"

"I am sorry! It is just.... You are my first friend." Giving him my full teeth smile is the only way I think to convince him.

My smile looks gross..

"Really!? I am honored to be your first. I am Jun-chan." His name just fits him. A very cheerful guy.

That was how we met.

Who would have thought that this handsome guy can change my point of view in life. Who would have thought that he can change everything.

I visited the orphanage once in a while. I wanna see him often. I wanna play with him. I wanna be with him. Jun made me think that I have a reason to live and that is to meet him. I look forward to every single day because I know that there would be some one waiting for me. Time for me became faster and faster. It was like yesterday when we first met. The awkwardness was gone and my life was just filled with happiness until one day.....

"Stay away from me!" Jun exclaimed. He was acting so weird these past few days. Have I done anything wrong? Did something happen?

"Why would I do that? We are friends right??"

"WTH are you talking about. You treated me as a friend but I NEVER treated you as mine." Tears just continuously fell down from my eyes.

"What are you saying?"

"You are so ugly like hell. I choose my friends and YOU don't make a cut." I was filled with embarrassment. I just ran like I was in a 50 meter sprint. I wanna punch him. I wanna yell at him. I hated him so much. I just wanna disappear from his sight.

Things are different for me after all..

I haven't visited for 3 days. I still remember the feeling of being hurt. I still wanna be with him but he doesn't want me. I cursed my self for being ugly.

"There is a letter for you, dear."

"Thanks!"

From: Hasegawa Orphanage
To: Ninomi Kazunari

Dear Ninomi,

I would just like to inform you that your friend, Jun Matsumoto, would be leaving the orphanage later afternoon. I was just concern about your situation with him. He doesn't want to tell you about this may be because he doesn't want you to be hurt.

Love,
Mother Charita

WHAT!?

I am so confused. I wanna meet him now. I wanna have a explanation. I wanna stop him. Why? Why did he not tell me? Why?

I asked my guardian to drive me to the orphanage and just in time....

"Jun!"

"Why are you here?"

"Why didn't you tell me?"

We are both crying now. Tears won't stop falling.

"I know that you'll cry... That is why I don't wanna tell you.. It becomes harder for me to leave.."

A moment of silence....

Why!?

"I am sorry Ninomi-chan. I can't be with you any more.. I wanna stay with you longer. I wanna play with you longer. But time won't allow us.. I am sorry for saying that you are 'ugly'. You are the most beautiful person I met. Please stay well Ninomi. Believe and be confident. You are beautiful. Smile please."

I can't speak. I can't look straight into his eyes. I wanna tell him that I wanna play with him more and grow up with him but-----

"I love you!"

My world just stop when he told me that..

"Can you love me back?" Jun whispered.

I was shocked. I was frozen. I just hugged him tight.

"Jun-kun, we are leaving!"

I let him go....

To be continued...

A/N: and that is Chapter 2. Hope you like it comments will be much appreciated. :D

~ Theme Song: "Truth" by ARASHI

MAIN CAST:
    - OHNO SATOSHI as Naruse Ryo/Manaka Tomoo
    - IKUTA TOMA as Serizawa Naoto
    - KOBAYASHI RYOKOas Sakita Shiori
POV:

• -GOSH!!!!~ I may say that this drama is one of the best Japanese drama that I had ever watched.. I was like "How did he do that?" and like "His smile is very cute but part of it is creepy.", those kind of thoughts. I may say that Ohno Satoshi's personality is very different with Naruse Ryo/ Manaka Tomoo's personality. @.@ It is suspense drama like seriously!!! I don't know what will happen next, I don't know what will be his next move, I don't know who will die next and I even can't tell what Naruse-san is thinking. Some part of it is a love story <3 This drama makes us realize that once you made a wrong decision, you can't go back to the past and make it right. It tells us that you should think of what is going to happen if you do that action. I really wanna watch this again (Okay, I'll watch it later. LOL) Main point of the drama is REVENGE!!!! :D The plots are very good and also the twist makes your head burst of curiosity.. :D OHNO SATOSHI shippers this drama is definitely amazing, you better watch it.. ;) I really love Ikuta's acting in this drama like srly... His expressions and etc. (SAIKOUUUU!!~)

Here are some of the Photos:

This makes me jelous :'(

Ending part (Spoiler 101) XD

I love that stare <3

DEVIL!!