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Hello! Welcome to my LJ. So first of all, I thank you for visiting my livejournal and most likely I will be posting some Arashi related stuffs in here.. ^_^ BTW, you can call me Haruhi. So, I am an Arashi fangirl from the planet Earth. (Lol) Yoroshiku! I hope that I will meet new friends and new people in here. You can comment on this post about things that are not related with Arashi or things about yourself. ^^

I am a 100% Arashian. I find Arashi so cool and their voices are just sooooo amazing like seriously. Their friendship and bond with each other is just seriously cute and I like it.. ^^ I knew Arashi because of my J dorama addiction and I first noticed this "Sawada Shin" in the drama Gokusen. I did some fangirling of him and because of that I knew Arashi. I like Arashi not just because of their faces but also of their voices. I love their songs (even though I can't understand some of their lyrics. LOL XD). I love the beat. I love everything. <3

Aren't they cool? OMG!! *blushes*

So my ichiban is Ninomiya Kazunari. I really love people who knows how to play instruments most especially the guitar but that is not the main reason why I like him. I love his voice and I really find him very funny. He is very cute when he smiles and he comes up things easily. LOL XD

HE IS SO CUTE!! *faints*

Fangirling became part of my life. I started being a fangirl when I was 12 years old.. YEY.. hahaha..

So you can also follow me in this following sites:

FACEBOOK: Haruhi Osjmnkamss
TWITTER: Takuma
LINE ID: yellow_storm

Thanks for adding and following in advance!^^

PS: Please. Just please. Be friendly and also please understand if I have some wrong grammars. Respect be gets respect. ^^ Love you! :*
And feel free to send me messages or comments on my posts cause I will definitely be happy and also I don't bite and i'll not eat you so don't be scared to be friendly or interact with me.. Haha ^^

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From a group whose members started with lots of uncertainties and doubts to a group whose members became each others' strength to face tomorrow with no fear~ ❤💙💚💛💜
Happy 17th anniversary! Please continue making fangirls scream and shout because of  joy! Yey! 🎂🎆🎇🎉🎊 /showers confetti/

#5x17
#17thAnniversary

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Hi, guys. How are you? :)
I've made a new line account since my previous one contains alot of my private stuffs.  XD Here is my QR code :)


Feel free to add and message me. I feel so lonely in this account since I just made it. Haha Line ID: yellow_storm

Yoroshiku ne! ^^

99.9

Apr. 30th, 2016 05:25 pm
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(Picture: credits to the rightful owner)
Hi, guys! So~ I'm in the middle of my summer classes but then i can't help myself watching 99.9 and sekamuzu! XD Here is a fan art that I saw in facebook and it is seriously cute! It just shows how talented Arashians are. neh? 99.9 has crossed beyond my expectation. I thought it would be a serious type of drama but then it isn't. /giggles/
Have a nice day ahead! :)

At last!

Mar. 16th, 2016 07:23 pm
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Yes! Last day of final exams tommorow and i'm totally free. /claps/ /showers confetti/ It's summer break for me.. Joke! I have summer classes. Huhuhu ;_;

^o^ Anyway, it has been 94858274 years since i last posted something here. :'3 well, actually i was literally flailing when i saw the preview of Ohno's new drama. :3 He's seriously cute and cool. LOL xD

I saw some posts that says that the first meeting of Reiji and Misaki is in a bath! O_O /gives that suspicious look/ LOL xD I am really looking forward to it! ^O^ wahahaha..

And another---

Assassination classroom! ;_;
I was reading the manga and it seriously showed a lot of "feels". I hope that they'll be showing it in the live action... /cries/

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Yeah! 2015 is just so quick that tomorrow is the last day of the year. Bye 2015, hello 2016 ^^

I just wanna greet all of you an awesome, amazing and a happy New Year and also a Belated Merry Christmas. I was out last Christmas so i wasn't able to greet all of you ^^

I wanna thank all of you for being part of my year ^^ Being in the Arashi fandom just doubled the happiness, the fun and the enjoynment or sometimes sadness that I am feeling.. Talking to different people with the same circumstances that i am experiencing just made me feel that i am not alone ^^ *hugs*
Thanks for all the memories and I hope that our friendship will not last!

Happy New Year again!

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Yey! ^^ He's already 35. Am i right?
Riida~ I wish you more birthdays to come! Keep safe always and please enjoy each and every day! ^^

Another birthday celebrant! ^^ It is also his birthday~ ^^ Maru! Happy birthday~
Stay humble always~ :D


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Uhhhmm... Does anyone of you know where can I download the complete "G no Arashi" and "himitsu no arashi-chan" shows? Onegai~
You can pm me. ^^

JAPONISM

Oct. 20th, 2015 03:40 pm
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This album is totally amazing! I seriously like the beat of almost all of the songs and it as if bursted out the sound of Japan.. Lol xD (am i exagerating things? 😂) Well, Arashi really had done great in this album. First of all, Kokoro no Sora's choreography is smooth and the use of electric guitar is perfect. (Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)

Their solo songs are also great. The song that really touched my kokoro (char!) is MUSIC by my husband, Ninomiya Kazunari. (Haha) The song's beat is seriously cute and, of course, his voice is also cute. Komi e no Omoi is also one of my favorites. Over all, I love the album. <3 <3 <3

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So he is 32 years old now... Another year added but still you look young :D
Happy birthday ninomiya-san.. I wish you all the best in your life. Keep being cheerful! I'll be your fan forever. :)

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Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 7: Letter
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 7:

Ninomi's POV:

"I still love you, you know."

I heard him saying those words. Is he pertaining to the girl in the book?

After he ran out of that room, I found myself following him even though that is not the right thing to do. That mansion was freakin' huge enough for just one family living in there. The mansion was like a maze where in there were dead ends and there are many possible choices of paths. I was so confused. I should have not follow him in the first place. He didn't told me to follow him. Crazy.

I am totally lost. I even don't know where am I now.

Why am I following him?

It doesn't matter.

I passed through so many rooms. I was about to give up cause I have seen another dead end but I heard someone in one of the rooms...

"I still love you, you know."

Goosebumps. I never heard someone so honest in a long time.  It was so nice and calm. I felt at peace hearing those words. I was glued in front of that room for a couple of minutes when suddenly someone opened the door.

It was him. The man I hated so much.

"Wh- why are you here?" He answered calmly and shock.

Something is not right -----The book, the following paragraphs in the book. He is the last person I could imagine uttering those words or maybe I could say 'impossible'. I was so confused to answer.

Why am I so affected with that?

Maybe because---- He sounded like him? No, no, no. It can't be right.

I was still standing like a statue in front of the room. I moved my head down. Of all the time why was I remembering 'matsumoto' now. I haven't seen him for a long time.

Am I missing him? I am just thinking too much.

Things were quite so fast enough. I felt a warm hand wrapping around me. I felt a little weight in my body. He hugged me. I felt my cheeks become red. I can smell his fragrant perfume. I felt that I truly exist, I am not alone. It felt like the day I hugged 'Matsumoto'. The day I saw him last.

"This is what you want. Right?" He chuckled.

Wait. EHHHH!?

I came back to my senses. I pushed him a way from me.

What have he done just now? He hugged me!! Am I over reacting? It is just a hug, ninomi.

"Definitely not!" I denied.

I saw him looking so funny. I can see how he was trying to hold his laughter. He was totally teasing me. He can look so kind sometimes though and cute.

"Thanks." The only thing that I can tell him. It was just a single word by I know that it meant a lot. I don't know if he can appreciate it but for me he desereves to be thanked.

"What? What did you tell me just now?" He chuckled.

"Nothing." It pisses me off. I can feel the embarrassment running through my body. I am just being honest. There is nothing wrong with that.

But first of all, why am I thanking him? Geeez, I really don't need an explanation though. I felt like thanking him.

I just smiled back.

"That's gross. Stop smiling at me." He told me. He passed through me bumping my right shoulder. "Let's make our project, so it will be finished right away."

"Can I ask something?" I really can't handle my curiosity.

"What?" He answered.

"Who is she?" I blurted out the words. I wanna hear it from him. I wanna tell him the truth.

He stopped from walking. He turned his head to look at me. He looks so confused.

"Huh? She? What are you talking about?" He answered me intensely.

"The- the girl in the book." Yes, I wanna know who is she cause you were totally different when it comes to her. She can change you. You can be good. You'll stop being bad.

"And why should I tell it to you? Are you someone so close with me that I should tell you Everything?" He said those words while grinning at me. His words where kinda insulting but it is the truth. I have no connection with him.

He is right. I don't have the right to ask. Am I his mother to know all the things that was happening to him? LoL. But I want to know.

"Oh yes, we are close. We are enemies. As what the quote says 'keep your friends close and your enemies closer'"

What the hell is my explanation. It is freakin' odd.

"Eeeehhh? You are an interesting girl. I know from the very start that you are crazy."

"Okay, fine I am crazy! Just tell me. Is it bad to be curious? I'll make the project alone if you tell me. I promise." I put my right hand up showing that I am telling the truth.

Gosh! That is worst. Making the project alone is worst.

He walked again faster than before.

"Hey! Tell me!" Following him.

"Tell me! Sawada! Tell me!"

We arrived into a room but still I have heard nothing from him. No answer, not even a frustrations like--- 'stop it', 'you are anoying'.

Aaaaaaaahhhh... I am ignored.

As he opened the door's room he pushed me into the room and then...

"My first love." He said it.

"Eh?"

"Now finish the project inside this room. The materials are complete. You said to make it all. Right? Then make it by your self. I am serious." He closed the door. After saying those things faster.

"First love?" He even felt love before uhh..

I heard enough. That was what I wanted to hear.

No, no, no.. I should stop thinking it now. The project.. Uggghhh...where should I start now?

Uhhhh.. So I ended up making the project alone. But that is what I want. Right?

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At school.

I finished our project and it was a big success. Both of us received a very big mark or grade.

"Wow ninomi, congratulations! It worked out!" Oh-chan cheerfully said.

"Yeah! " There is no need to tell her what happened. That is also a secret. Maybe?

"Wanna come into my house today? Mom and I will be making a delicious cake. I want you to try it."

"I am sorry, Oh-chan. I really can't go now. I am a monitor for today so it means that I would be coming home late."

I saw her face changed, she became sad knowing that I would not be going with her.

"I promise. I'll go next time. Please! Please! Please! Don't be sad. It hurts me seeing you down."

"Okay then." She smiled at me. "It can't be helped. I'll bring a piece of Mom's cake tomorrow for you. Try it okay?"

"Yes, of course Oh-chan."

"I gotta go now, Ninomi. I'll try to help mom. Bye!" She kissed me on my cheeks after saying those words.

"Bye!"

She was really cute as always.

Okay, what should I clean now? Let's start.

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As expected we left the classroom late. It is getting dark when we finished cleaning. I was left alone in the classroom. I have things to put inside of my locker.

"Geeeezzz, these things are too heavy."

I am having a hard time carrying so many books.

As I opened my locker, a small envelope came out from it.

"Eh, what is this?"

My eyes bulged out when I read the sender's name.

To: Ninomi Kazunari
Fr: Mystery Lover

Huh? Love letter! Who will it be? No one will love me! This is just a joke, a prank to be exact.

I heard footsteps coming from the corridor but when I went out. There was no one.

EHHH? It makes me freak out.

Who are you?

To be continued.....




A/N: Hisashiburi! *waves*. I am too busy to updated it faster. :'(
So, what do you think of this chapter? Who is the sender of the love letter? Who? Who? Who? LOL. Hope you like the story. Comments will be much considered and appreciated. Love you :*

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 Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 6: Revelation
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D



Chapter 6:

Ninomi's POV:

Why? Of all persons why him? I am so jealous with Oh-chan. Having Sho-kun as his partner. What are they doing now? Maybe they are having fun..

Urrrrrgggg..

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"Sawada Jun and -----"

Being the partner of this devil is the worst. I feel sorry for his/ her partner. I feel pity for him/her. He/she will be experiencing disaster.

"Kazunari Ninomi"

Eh? EHHHHH!?

I was shocked. Very very shocked. My gosh!

I look at him and I saw him looking at me also. I saw him looking like a loser. I saw him cursing me like I wanted that thing to happen.

That is the worst thing that I could imagine. Being the partner of this person - will we finish the project? Or will we even do the project? But that is not the point. He will be making my life miserable. Partners? I can't imagine the two of us having a team work or should I say partner work? With his personality and attitude like that, most likely it will be the round 2 of our fight and there will be no progress in our work.

I walked from my sit to the teacher's table to protest and ask the teacher for another partner.

It is not just me who feels this way but also this 'sawada' man. Both of us went and the unlucky me continues.

I stumbled.

Huhuhuhu.. I stumbled in front of him. I saw him laughing out loud and saying

"Hahahaha.. You are not just ugly, you are also weak."

I looked like an idiot in front of him. I looked like an idiot in front of the class.

The whole class laughed and the gossips started.

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But 'it is a miracle'..

"9:00 am.. Heaven village, banilad. Sawada compound. I'll kill you if you will be late." He told me yesterday when I was about to go home. His eyes were totally looking at me intensely.

What is he planning? It was really unexpected. I should prepare myself for the worst thing to happen. I should not expect him to welcome me so good and kind. We are talking about 'Sawada'. He can do all bad things.

So now, I am here waiting on the bus stop alone. Of course, waiting for the bus.

*bus----- Banilad

"Here is it."

YOSH!!! Fight!!

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I have arrived on my destination.

"Wwwwooooaaahh!!" Is only thing I could react.

The house is so huge. As expected of the riches family in business industry.

A man in his 30's welcomed me when I have arrived. I think he was the man with that 'sawada' man I saw in our first day. He is his butler.

"Welcome, please make yourself at home." The butler said.

How could I even be at home in this kind of place. It is totally different from where I lived. As the big door of his mansion opened, you'll first notice the big painting. The painting shows a boy and a girl holding hands with each other. The painting was actually very familiar. I think I saw that picture long time ago but I can't remember it.

I was actually staring at the painting so long that I haven't notice the maids lining up in the left and the right side of me.

"So-sorry. Where should I go? Where should I wait for 'sawada'?"

"Follow me maam.."

Wew, that was panicking.

I was brought into a big room with full of different shelves - full of books, full of paintings.

"Young master is still asleep please wait for him here. Enjoy yourself." She bows and then left me alone.

"9:00 am. Huh? Don't be late? Where is he now? Even though this is his house, he should not be also late."  I was seriously complaining. Talking all by myself.

No wonder. Forget it. I'll just enjoy my self for now. Thinking about it...

This place is awesome. Really awesome. I saw so many interesting things in this room.

"To let me feel at home, I'll just read some books."

I was searching for some interesting books in one of the shelves. When suddenly, a book caught my eyes.

"Past, present, future by sawada Jun."

He wrote the book? This makes me curious.

'I was 8 years old when I first met her in the place were I belong, in a place of love and harmony. As I saw her innocent eyes introducing herself to the crowd, I fell in love with her. She was the cutest person I could ever met. I then believe in, "Love at first sight." '

Hahaha. Really!? He wrote this book? Lol

'I introduced my self to her. I was totally nervous at that time. I don't have anything that I can offer. I have nothing. At first glance she caught my eyes and at second glance she caught my heart.'

Nothing? Is he kidding? I can't believe that he wrote this.

"Who the hell told you to read that book?"

A very loud voice just interrupted me. He grabbed the book from me.

Wait.

"It is not my fault for being bored. You told me to go here 9:00 am and what time is it now? Oh, I am sorry, young master. Idiot."

Geeezzzz..

"Don't you ever read this book again. Have you ever heard of the word 'Privacy'?"

"Oh right, privacy. If we are talking about it then why did you even put it here. Someone can just get that book and read it."

"It was lost, kazunari."

"You should then thank me for that okay. I have found your book."

I was talking there seriously when I saw his reaction change and shifted. What the hell happened to him?

I saw him staring at me but it is not the eyes of anger, it was the eyes of being shock.

"What was your name again?" He then asks me suddenly.

Wew, he really is an idiot. He even mentioned my family name a while ago.

"Huh?"

"Just tell me!"

What is wrong with him?

"Ni-nomi Kazunari. Remember it."

He suddenly run and left me in that room. Will I follow him? Will I go with him? No, no , no. He didn't ask me too.

"He is acting weird."

Jun's POV:

Why haven't I realize it. It's her. The love of my life. Yesterday's pairing it was her name that was mentioned with my name. Why haven't I realize it. I am truly an idiot. Thinking about it she has plenty of similarities with Ninomi. WTH am I thinking. Of course, it is because she is the real person.

Will I tell her about my identity? Will she still accept me? Does she even remember me? I am so happy. Seeing her well. I am very happy seeing her again after 10 years of waiting. She is a grown up girl now. Seeing her defend herself makes me happy. She is not weak compared to the chibi Ninomi. She became matured now but the fact that she change doesn't mean that my feeling also change for her.

I'll not tell her about me. It is too late to tell her. Saying that I am 'Jun Matsumoto'. Will she even believe? Will her attitude towards me will be better or worst than ever? I want to tell her everything but the right time is not today.

Not telling her about me is the best thing to do for now.

True love they say never dies and true love will see the truth behind, the lies. If she truly cares for me. She would definitely know the truth in the future.

I'll protect her no matter what. BTW, seeing her angry is cute. She turns into a tomato with her red cheeks. She is so strong.

"It is been a long time. I met you again in an unexpected moment. I still love you, you know."



A/N: So here is it.. Chapter 6. Jun noticed it! The truth was revealed... Jun knew it! Yata! Sorry for updating it late. Comments will be much appreciated and considered. Love you! :*

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Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 5: Pairing
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 5:

Ninomi's POV:

'I agree with it though.'

His words are continuously revolving inside my head - I'm freaking out.

A very handsome boy told me that I am beautiful. Kyaa~

Happiness is just overflowing inside me. As time passes by students are becoming manier and manier and manier and to the point that our classroom was occupied fully - students complete.

There is no assigned sit for us so I just sat to the farthest chair at the back at the right side of the classroom - near the window. I enjoyed looking up to the sky and day dreaming about my prince charming - Sakurai Sho.

"He is so cool."

"Who!? Who is? Tell me?" Someone just appeared at the right side of my face. She was very near. I was about to have a heart attack not just because she was near but to the fact that she heard me and she just appeared at my side like a ghost.

"What the!!???"

"Chill. As if I gave you a heart attack"

"You almost gave me one!!! Oh-chan.. Mooouuu~"

Ohno-chan, she is my best friend. I met her 3 years ago when she saved me from those bitches who bullied me. She is a very cute girl physically and has a very good talent in arts and drawing. Damn this girl.

She is the one that supports me in everything that I do. I love my bestfriend.

"No--nothing." I'm not gonna tell her about what happened. She would definitely tease me if she would know about him.

"Ninomi!" Pouts. A sign that she is sad.

"Don't give me that face, Oh-chan. Really. It is nothing. I just find him cute."

No choice.

"Cute? Who? Please tell me."

She is curious.

"Aaahhh!? I bet you are talking about that transferee boy?" She snapped out.

"Yes, it is him" I felt my face became red - blushing.

Sho Sakurai.

"He is the talk of the class. The rumor is that he is the son of  the riches business class in Japan.

I am not surprised though. It is pretty obvious in his looks.

"Sawada Jun"

Huh?Sawada? What is she talking about?

"Sawada?"

"Is there something wrong Ninomi? You said you find him cool and cute right?"

WTH!? Not him.. I am talking about Sho Sakurai... But wait a minute. Transferee?? Eh!? He is in our class. That damn bitch devil man!? This is Hell!!!

"Not him Oh-chan! I am talking about another person!! I will definitely not talk about that person!!" I shouted and just panicked.

I haven't realize that my voice was raising and because of that I got the attention of my classmates.. They where glancing at me and actually whispering somethings.

I sat down with those embarrassment.

"Ehh!? It is not him?" She whispers.

"He is a devil Oh-chan."

Definitely.

"Huh!? How would a very charming boy like him became a devil and most of all almost all the girls in our class had fallen for him. They say that he gave a very big donation in this school. A very rich boy.. Really."

"His physical appearance is a lie, Oh-chan. He is definitely wearing a mask to cover his bad attitude and personality."

"What the hell just happened Ninomi?"

"I can't tell you all the details now but I just wanna warn you that please never fall in love with him cause you'll be very miserable. I am just worried for you."

She is my best friend. I will never hurt her.

"I understand. I'll remember those words Ninomi-chan. Love you!"

"Love you too!"

*CRING

Bell rings and that is the sign that classes will be starting.

Students hurriedly went to their sits and attentively listen to the teacher.

"Let me introduce myself. I am Fujioka Haruhi your homeroom and class advicer. Please treat me well. Yoroshiku!" She then bows.

"We have 3 new students this school year all are boys. Please introduce yourself."

"Kyaa~ this is paradise with those three ikemens"

I heard those girls at my front. Gigling while chatting around.

"Nice to meet you. I am Masaki Aiba from the place of Chiba. I love playing around and meeting new friends like you. I love sporty activities. Please treat me well. Yoroshiku!"

This boy is so enthusiastic. He would definitely fit in this class.

"Next please."

"I am Sho Sakurai. I love political Sciences and I love soccer. That's all. I hope that I would meet new friends here. Yoroshiku!"

Gosh! He is so polite and kind. He is so humble and accepts all things. My Prince Charming!

"Nice to meet you Sho Sakurai.  lastly, may you please introduce yourself?"

Speaking of the Devil. He is right infront of the class. I hope that he would not have a good impression and I know that he would definitely do wrong.

I was just grinning like I had just experience victory.

"Sawada Jun. Yoroshiku!"

WTH is that!?

"Oh my G. He is so humble and he looks like a puppy pleading to pat his head."  A girl in my front just said.

"Ikr. So cute" affirmative speaking.

What is happening in this world? How can people be possibly think that he is cute and a good person. Uuurrggg.. I wanna scream and shout at him!

"That is all? Okay, and they are the new students and transferees of this school year. You may sit in those vacant chairs."

Vacant chairs? My right side is vacant!! Sho Sakurai!

I look at the window to hide my excitement and my happiness because the possibility of Sho being my seatmate is too big. I met him a while ago and he became my friend.

Oh crap, Sawada!!!

Somone patted my right shoulder.

"Hi! Aiba Masaki here!" Giving his Full teeth smile.

"Hello. Ninomi Kazunari." Smiling at him.

What a disappointment but better than being with that 'sawada' boy.

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"Ninomi"

"Is this seat free?"

"Ye-es."

It is lunch time and I am in the cafeteria eating alone when suddenly my prince charming showed up.

Gosh! Sho Sakurai is eating with me!

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"Hey, Ninomi- chan." "Ninomi-chan."

I woke up. I haven't realize that I fell a sleep.

Eeeehhh!? It is the best part why did he woke me up.

"Ninomi-chan, sensei is glaring at you." Aiba said whispering at me.

"Oh!? Really? Thanks for the concern."

I should be thankful to Aiba-chan because if he didn't woke me up I'll definitely be yelled at.

Jun's POV:

This is boring.

I really look forward to meet new classmates and friends but as I enter our classroom, people were just talking about me being rich and handsome.I want them to treat me like a normal person.

I wanna make friends not because of my riches and looks but because of my attitude and personality.

And another thing that makes me wanna go home is that 'evil' girl who called me ' bitch, idiot , devil' is in my class.

What a coincidence!!!

As I deliver my welcoming speech she was grinning at me like she was cursing me to hell.

"Minna-san, I will be your science teacher and just to inform you earlier and make things easier for you. I would give you now the pairings for our science project."

Uuuhhh.. Science project? I hate this.

"Ohno Satoshi and Sho Sakurai."

"Wwaaahhh.. She is very lucky." Girls becoming wild.

"Aiba Masaki and Horikita Maki."

"Seto Koji and Tahara Mika"

I was just patiently waiting for my name to be red with my partner's name.

I hope that I could be close to him/her.

"Sawada Jun and ---"

And? And? Who will it be?

"Kazunari Ninomi"

Huh!? EH!?

I look at her direction and saw her look at me ALSO. I saw her face of disappointment and a face of disgrace.

We both went to the teacher to protest and she -----

Stumbled..

"Hahahaha.. You are not just ugly, you are also weak."

All of my classmates laugh at her. But that is not the problem. I don't wanna be his partner.

"Geeeezzzz"



A/N:
Hisashiburi!! Sorry because I just updated it today. I became really really busy last week. I'll try my best to update it faster. Hope that you like the story. Comments will be much appreciated. Thanks. Love you :*

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Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 4: New guy
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 4:

Ninomi's POV:

"Mouuu.. You're just fooling around.. You're just teasing me.." Words that were spilled out from the mouth of the person right in front of me. Love birds that were flirting around while the ceremony was ongoing -- a couple. Basically, they were doing some awkward stuffs right in front of my eyes - kissing, hugging, giggling around and etc.

"I love you, babe." They totally have their own world.

How the hell can they do that in public. Are they not afraid of teacher's punishments? Bitter.

As I turn my head from left to right, I can see students sleeping, chatting with their pals, doing some business just to get over from reality, just to get out of the HELL that is happening to us. I can see the sweat running down from their faces to their necks and to their uniforms. I can see the redness of their cheeks as they endure the warmness of temperature in the gymnasium. I can see the negative aura that was flowing from each and every student's eyes. I can see every suffering each and every student feels.

This is one of the reasons why I hated schools, the ceremonies. They always took a lot of our precious times. As what my calculations shows, I can actually read 5-10 chapters of my favorite novel if they would just allow reading. I can finish 1 whole adventure of my favorite game. Ceremonies makes every student's life miserable and it was very BORING.

How can they not tell every students feeling based on our reactions, based on our expressions? FYI, No one is listening to you, dear. Can you just end your speech? BTW, How long is that speech of yours? Please end that now.

I was just keeping the frustrations inside me like seriously.

You know what, I am still running from reality. I was totally giving off my anger to those people having their speeches, I pity them. I just can't move on from what just happened earlier. I can't forget what that 'sawada' man did to me. I am totally pissed with him.

"Students!" A loud voice just caught each student's attention. I think she was our principal. Not so sure though.

"A new beginning, a new chapter for us. Make this school year one of the best years of your high school journey. Please treat us well." She then bows, showing us her best wishes.

Bows. Showing her our respect and gratitude.

The ceremony ends.

Yata!!

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"Sho Sakurai is here."

"What!? Really?"

"He is very handsome."

Gossiping. Girls were totally jumping and giggling their heart out.

Sho Sakurai? I haven't heard his name before. Whatever.

"3-A". The section I was in.

As I was entering the walls of our classroom, I bumped someone AGAIN.

May be that 'sawada' boy is right. I am too small, too tiny to be seen. Wait.. Am I agreeing to him? NOOOOO..

I hurriedly got down and pick up the things on the floor without me looking at his/her face. I don't wanna have a fight with someone again. I don't want my frustrations to add up once more. One is enough, I don't want to make this school year the worst than ever. Even though it may be the worst.

Geeeeezzz..

This is second time in a row. I am not so lucky today. Have I done something wrong that I deserve all of this things? I am a very good student. Why? Why? WHY!?

I was in the middle of my questioning drama-- I actually don't know who I am questioning though -- when suddenly, I saw a hand helping me pick up the things on the floor.

As we finish picking up those notebooks, pens and etc. He/she stood up while me still not looking at him/her because maybe that person I bumped into is that 'sawada' man. It would be totally worst if he was this person. I would really curse him and crash him into pieces.

"Are you okay?"

Eh!?

He is totally not 'sawada' boy because he would never ask that kind of question. Forget 'sawada' boy already.

I look at the person and I was so shock of what I have seen.

"Zeus" - gods of all gods.

I was out of my mind. I don't know how can I describe this creature that is right in front of me. I can feel the warm temperature rising up. I can feel my cheeks blushing- tomato face. I can feel my heart beating so fast like I just finished doing some chores. My brain was dancing. I felt like panicking. 

"Zeus?"

"Uhhmm.. I am okay. Thank you!" That is all I can say.

He was smiling. His smile is cute. He may be God's given grace to me. It may be my lucky day after all. He was too cheerful and he was totally one of a kind. He is the dream of every girl in the world --- ideal boy.

Kyaaaa~~

"I was not looking straight when I was walking that is why I bumped you. Does it hurt? Shall I bring you to the clinic?"

Zeus!!!

He is totally not that 'sawada' man. His attitude is priceless. He is too good to be true. He treated me nicely and accepted the fact that he was wrong. He was the one who bumped into me.

"No, no, no.. No need to bring me to the clinic. I am fine. Is just that--- can I ask for your name?"

That is too brave of you Ninomi!! Go, go, go.. Fight! Fight!

"I am Sho Sakurai, remember it, Ninomi Kazunari."

So he was that 'sakurai'. Hahaha--- HUH!? How did he know my name? Is he a stalker. Okay, I am just over reacting but.. How?

Curiosity strikes.

He was about to go when I stopped him by blocking his way out.

"How did you know my name?"

"At your back.."   What is he talking about?

I reached out my hand and I was so surprised when I suddenly got a paper- bond paper to be exact.

"Ninomi Kazunari, most beautiful person in the world."

Who the hell wrote this. Those damn bitches again. 1st round of bullying. I should not feel affected but it was embarrassing. Is this paper stickied at my back since the ceremony started? It was at my back since then? Gosh! It makes me wanna slap the faces of those who put this on my back. Who are they?

I crumpled the paper and a very embarrassed look I bid my farewell to Sho-san.

He grabbed my hand.

"I agree with it though!"

What!?

Gosh! His words!! I can die now. Take me now, Lord. No, no, no I was just joking. I am so very happy to hear that. Thank you, Lord for keeping me a live. I can feel my face red than ever. Plus his hand touching mine. OMG!!! >.<

"Do you have any fever? You are red."

Let goes of my hand and then touched my forehead.

WTH!!

"No, no. I am okay!"

No, Ninomi.. You are not!! You are dying inside.

"Aaahhh.. Stay well neh? I have to go to the faculty. You are beautiful."

Glances as his watch and goes hurriedly.

It is been a while since someone said those words to me 'You are beautiful'. What he just said now. Reminds me of someone.

"Matsumoto"


A/N: So that is Chapter 4. Did you like it? New character "Sho Sakurai". What would be his role in the life of Ninomi? Ninomi is still thinking of Matsumoto/ Sawada. LOL.
BTW, Gomen for updating it just now. I am not so sure when will I update this again but I will do my best to update it faster. I just arrived in our trip. YEY. Hope you like the story. Comments will be much appreciated. It makes me happy reading those comments of yours. You can critic my work in a bad way or good way. It makes me do better. Chapter 5 next. Thanks for reading. Love lots. *hugs* 

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Title: Jun, My sunshine
Author:[livejournal.com profile] osjmnkamss
Genre: Drama, romance
Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: G
Summary: "Don't ever fall in love with me." Jun answered. Will Sho still persue his love for him?

A/N: Hello! This is a story I made for all of you. I want to try making a one-shot. Comments will be much appreciated. Please critic my work. Enjoy reading it. :D

They say that 'it's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.'

"I don't know why I should tell you this. I'm nothing special, nothing but an ordinary person. Nothing good has happened in my entire life. My life just suck. Except the fact that I met you, Sho. I can see a ray of hope in you. You became my strength."

My world just stop. The warm blue of his eyes reassures me of a love that would last forever. Tears was just continuously streaming from my eyes to my warm cheeks. I had realized many things. I had realized that I felt the same feelings for him. Jun, my sunshine.

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Jun and I met at school. We were locker neighbors, sharing the same smell of fresh notebook paper with clips of our favorite musicians taped inside our locker doors.

He was so beautiful ---Pinkish cheecks, with his fully matured body and with his attractive facial character. But what is weird about him is that he has no friends, alone and empty. I haven't seen him hanging out with somebody before. I haven't seen him smile.

Those things had deepen my curiosity. 

"That's nice!" I approached him with out hesitation.

I want to know more about him. I want to be part of his life. I don't want to be a stranger. I want to be his FRIEND.

"Th-Thanks." He stood up from his chair.

Why is he so distant?

I tried talking to him for how many times but he would just ignore me. Doing some excuses- going to the bathroom, goes to the faculty, science project..... And more.

Wait. Why am I doing this? Is it because of pity? Question, unanswered.

Finding an answer to my question just makes me wild. Makes my head BURST.

"Love is the extremely difficult realization that something other than oneself is real."
- Iris Murdoch

Something is not right.

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I saw him in the cafeteria. Eating alone.

"Can I eat with you?"

"Yes"

I sit now in silence, I don't know how to start the conversation. As I start to speak, I look into his eyes and stop myself, wondering if I will be making a mistake..

No, no, no.. I should speak.

"Uhhmmm.. Are you okay?"

Idiot. How can I easily ask him that kind of question. He doesn't know me..

"W- why.."

Wait. His starting to talk to me right now.

"Mh?"

"W-why do you always talk to me?"

WHY!? A very difficult question. I even don't know why. I can't answer that. Please change the topic.

"Uhhmm.. I don't have a specific answer of 'Why'. I just want to be your friend. That is all. Is that a problem? Am I too annoying? Am I giving you an head ache?"

My heart pounded as I glance nervously into his eyes, unable to hold my stare, yet unable to look away.

"Don't ever fall in love with me."

I sit frozen on the chair for a long time after he said those words; the only movement in my body is my eyes that is ridiculously naughty. I can't stare him straight right in to his eyes. Why am I feeling this way? I felt my heart being crashed into pieces. It makes me feel like half of me is missing. And so I am searching for the missing piece... Is that you?

He was about to stand when I grabbed his hand and held him in my arms tightly.

I struggle to find the words that I know must come out of my mouth. Words that would lead us to a place of magic on the path of our friendship.

"I need you."

That's it.

He was crying.

"Are you kidding? Why would someone need me? I am useless. Not me please."

"It should be you." I said those words lightly. Not being afraid of rejection. I knew that I was taking a big chance with my feelings. If I didn't give him my heart now, there may be no other time.

"Give me a chance to get to know you more. Give me time to think. Will you wait for me?"

"Yes, I will surely do."

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We where seeing each other for almost 5 months. The awkwardness are gone and he is starting to open up things on me.

Being with him change my life. I shared many things with him- I mean, everything. I felt the love prying apart the hard shell of shyness that encircled me. His love for me lifted me from the Earth and gently sent me into the clouds. He cast off the chains I had given my self. As if a tall, dark mountain had stood in front of me and out of nowhere, he had given me wings to fly over it.

I should tell him now. I should confess my love to him.

"Jun-chan, I love you. Will you be my boyfriend?"

Silence.

"Impossible."

WHAT!? Is he kidding?

I took a deep breath and replied, "But I love you, Jun. You-----"

He interrupted me.

"Cancer"

Huh!? What is he talking about.

"I'll die soon, Sho-chan. You will be left alone. I don't wanna leave you. That is why I don't want someone to fall in love with me. I don't want to keep in touch with someone. I don't want to be close to someone because...." His voice is accelerating. He is catching up his breath. "I'll leave them eventually."

My heart was broken. Why did he not tell me? He was everything for me, almost all the time together had been in my heart.

"And now you know. Please don't ever go near me."

I was out of my mind. I grabbed his hands and kissed him. I can feel his smooth lips touches mine. I felt his hand on the back of my head pulling our lips more closer. I can feel his warm cheeks touches mine. I can feel his tears run down my cheeks.

I let go of him.

"You will be healed, Jun. If that's not the case. I would be happily be with you and cherish every moment that God has given you to live in my life. I would be ready to face your death, Jun." I hugged him. "Years, weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds.. Is not enough but I would promise that it is worth it to be with you."

"I don't know why I should tell you this. I'm nothing special, nothing but an ordinary person. Nothing good has happened in my entire life. My life just suck. Except the fact that I met you, Sho. I can see a ray of hope in you. You became my strength."

"We'll get this through together."

I felt her grip became tighter. I know that I had totally convince her. I will promise to love her now and forever.

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It has been 2 years since he had died but I can still feel his presence right here in my heart. His memories would be treasured in my heart forever. Nothing can replace, Jun, My sunshine.





A/N: Sakumoto love. YEY. I am very happy to finish this story. I wanna share my first one-shot fanfic. I am not confident in writing stories. Hope you like it. Comments are much considered and appreciated. Love you all!! :*

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Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 3: First day of school
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 3:

Jun's POV:

"Young master! Young master Sawada.. Wake up"

It is so bright.. I wanna sleep more. I wanna be in my dreamland. My head hurts badly.

"It is your first day of class!"

Shit.

I totally forgot it. I hurriedly got out of my bed. Panicking. It is already 7:45 a.m school starts at 8..

"Shocks, shocks, shocks, shocks.. Shit, shit, shit, shit.."

This is hell....

10 years had passed by and I am 18 years old now. I don't have any communication or contact with her. Is she doing well? What does she look like now?

I was 'Matsumoto Jun' before but now I became 'Sawada Jun'. I was an orphan in Hasegawa Orphanage. They say, that my mother died from a severe sickness when I was a baby and I was left to those sisters who have treated me as their child. My father abandoned my mother and I. Despite of not having any parent beside me, I still felt complete. I had my friends, my family. There is nothing more or less.

(Flash back)

"Jun, they are your new family. He is your father, Sawada Shin. Your mother, Sawada Kumiko."

I can't understand what is happening but I know that I would be separated from the orphanage.

They hugged me..

Should I tell Ninomi? No, no. I should not. She should not know about this.

I should treat her badly for now so that it would not be harder for me to leave her. She became part of my life. She became my sunshine. She is beautiful inside and out. That is why I like her. I see her as a fairy. A beautiful fairy.

The day had come. I wanna see her for the last time but I was not expecting her to come. That would be fine. That is the best.

"Why did you not tell me?" A very familiar voice.

It's her..

What is she doing here? But I was so happy to see her. She haven't visited me for 3 days. I felt lonely, alone. Seeing her makes my day complete.

"Can you love me back?" I should be honest with my feelings for the last time. I should tell her that 'I liked her' since the day I met her.

She didn't reply back. It makes me hurt but suddenly. She hugged me tightly. Seriously? I can't breathe.

That is the last time I saw her...

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"Young master, the car is ready!"

Wait, wait, wait, wait...

I haven't eaten my breakfast. I am starving but there is no choice. I will just endure it.

First day of classes is the best. I meet new people but what I like the most is that maybe I am going to meet her.

"Shirokin Gakuen, that is the name of your new school, young master"

"I see."

Ninomi's POV:

Gosh...

It is the first day of school. Uggghhh.. Nightmare starts again. I hated school so much from the bottom of my hypothalamus. I will meet those bitches again.

No, no.. I should not think of this kind of things. I should spread the good vibes, the good aura. I still have my bestfriend, Ohno-chan. I wanna meet her and tell her about my vacation.

I walk passing through the bunch of flowers in the garden. I felt the warm air touching my skin. The trees that are waving to say "hello". The white- blue sky that makes everything so calm. Is there something new?

I was in the middle of my dramatic fantasy  when suddenly-----

"Ouch!" Somebody bumped in to me. Does he have eyes? Can't he see me?

Who is he?

"Sawada- sama, are you okay?"

Sawada.. Okay..

"The ceremony would start in a couple of minutes" A man in his 30's told this what so called 'sawada' man. "We would be leaving now. Enjoy your day."

"Thank you!" This man replied.

I was still standing right in front of him. Expecting him to apologize.

He looks so calm, that is what I thought. He is like an angel. He is too bright. He has so much attractive facial appearance. He is so tall. He is so flawless. He looks like a model. Like, seriously!! 

He looked down to see his notebooks on the ground.

"Get those." He suddenly talked to me.

Wait. Is he commanding me?

"Huh?" The only thing I can reply.

"Are you deaf? I said get those notebooks, ugly."

Is he picking a fight? WTH did he call me?

"I am sorry. You where the one who bumped into me."

Arrogant.

"Oh?! Is that so? Maybe because you where so tiny that is why I have not notice you? Get those things, NOW!"

Who is this damn man!? Why the hell is he commanding me? He is not an angel. He is a devil. A handsome devil. Wait what am I talking about.

"What? I even don't know you and you are talking to me like that?" Bitch man. "You have a hand. You can get that without my help."  Too much pride. "Oh maybe because you don't want to be dirty, young master. If you have a head, you have just told you Butler or what so ever to get those things for you. Idiot. Bitch. Devil!!

I ignored him after that. I bumped his shoulders and I hear him reacted but 'I DON'T CARE!'

"I am just so thankful because ugliness is not epidemic, it is not viral." He grinned

"I am also very thankful because stupidity is not a sickness because if it was. You will die" I replied positively

I look at him intensely and him grinning like an idiot.

*Bell ringing

That means that the ceremony will be starting. The ROUND 1 of our fight just ended.

We walked in a separate path.

I wanna get wild. I wanna grab his hair and cut it. I wanna punch him till he beg me to stop.

I wanna hug him.

WTH was I thinking? I know he is handsome but---- Urrrggghhh.. If he was just kind hearted..

He ruined my day! He made school worse than ever.

I hope that I will not meet him again...
I HATE HIM!!!

A/N: And that is the Chapter 3. I find the story cute.. Haha. LOL. Hope you like it. What do you think will be the fate of Jun and Ninomi?? Are you looking forward to it.. :D Chapter 4 next. Comments will be much appreciated. Thanks for reading! ^_^

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Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 2: My first Friend
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 2:

(Flash back)

"Dear, we have just arrive!"

I opened the window glass and had a peak of what the world is all about. I saw so many different creatures right in front of my eyes. For an innocent 7 year old girl like me, everything was just a game. Every single day was a very long journey that I should pass on. I lived my life different from many kids. My parents were working abroad so I was left behind with no companion. Things were just so different. They had enrolled me to school to meet new people but those classmates of mine just bullied and treated me like a piece of shit. I was home schooled. I was isolated in the house without any interaction to the outside world, no one can reach me, no one can understand me. Being someone with the same generation as me is just so rare. I play alone, I experience fun and excitement alone. Video games is my life. That is all. The world is cruel.

As I step down from the car, a new world had open up. Cold breeze welcomes me to the orphanage.It is so refreshing that is what I thought.

But seriously? I am damn nervous with those stares and  gossips that I hear from my surrounding. I was like a crow in a flock of doves. I felt like they would eat me alive. @.@

"Introduce yourself, dear."

"I... I, I, I a-m ni..ni-nomi!!" I tried my best to give them a positive impression but WTH have I done!? I talked like a robot. I sounded like an idiot. My face just felt so warm. I can't breathe.

NOOOOOOO!!!!!

They would definitely laugh at me. They would surely not accept me. They would be bullying me too.... - those kinds of thoughts. But unexpectedly, things turned out to be different.

"Ninomi-chan, Nice to meet you! Can we be friends?" A cute little boy just approached me suddenly without any hesitation.

White in skin color, tall in terms of height.. He is very handsome. Just so opposite with me.

"Eh?"

"You should reply 'Nice to meet you too' and not 'Eh?'. That was a little bit rude, Ninomi-chan"

"I am sorry! It is just.... You are my first friend." Giving him my full teeth smile is the only way I think to convince him.

My smile looks gross..

"Really!? I am honored to be your first. I am Jun-chan." His name just fits him. A very cheerful guy.

That was how we met.

Who would have thought that this handsome guy can change my point of view in life. Who would have thought that he can change everything.

I visited the orphanage once in a while. I wanna see him often. I wanna play with him. I wanna be with him. Jun made me think that I have a reason to live and that is to meet him. I look forward to every single day because I know that there would be some one waiting for me. Time for me became faster and faster. It was like yesterday when we first met. The awkwardness was gone and my life was just filled with happiness until one day.....

"Stay away from me!" Jun exclaimed. He was acting so weird these past few days. Have I done anything wrong? Did something happen?

"Why would I do that? We are friends right??"

"WTH are you talking about. You treated me as a friend but I NEVER treated you as mine." Tears just continuously fell down from my eyes.

"What are you saying?"

"You are so ugly like hell. I choose my friends and YOU don't make a cut." I was filled with embarrassment. I just ran like I was in a 50 meter sprint. I wanna punch him. I wanna yell at him. I hated him so much. I just wanna disappear from his sight.

Things are different for me after all..

I haven't visited for 3 days. I still remember the feeling of being hurt. I still wanna be with him but he doesn't want me. I cursed my self for being ugly.

"There is a letter for you, dear."

"Thanks!"

From: Hasegawa Orphanage
To: Ninomi Kazunari

Dear Ninomi,

I would just like to inform you that your friend, Jun Matsumoto, would be leaving the orphanage later afternoon. I was just concern about your situation with him. He doesn't want to tell you about this may be because he doesn't want you to be hurt.

Love,
Mother Charita

WHAT!?

I am so confused. I wanna meet him now. I wanna have a explanation. I wanna stop him. Why? Why did he not tell me? Why?

I asked my guardian to drive me to the orphanage and just in time....

"Jun!"

"Why are you here?"

"Why didn't you tell me?"

We are both crying now. Tears won't stop falling.

"I know that you'll cry... That is why I don't wanna tell you.. It becomes harder for me to leave.."

A moment of silence....

Why!?

"I am sorry Ninomi-chan. I can't be with you any more.. I wanna stay with you longer. I wanna play with you longer. But time won't allow us.. I am sorry for saying that you are 'ugly'. You are the most beautiful person I met. Please stay well Ninomi. Believe and be confident. You are beautiful. Smile please."

I can't speak. I can't look straight into his eyes. I wanna tell him that I wanna play with him more and grow up with him but-----

"I love you!"

My world just stop when he told me that..

"Can you love me back?" Jun whispered.

I was shocked. I was frozen. I just hugged him tight.

"Jun-kun, we are leaving!"

I let him go....

To be continued...

A/N: and that is Chapter 2. Hope you like it comments will be much appreciated. :D

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Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 1: Just Me
Author: [livejournal.com profile] osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

A/N: It is my first time writing a story like seriously. I am a pure amateur so pls. Treat me well.. ;) Comments will be much appreciated. If there where wrong grammars, Gomen ne. Please critic my work so I can do better next time. Arigatou in advance. Enjoy reading it! ^_^


Ninomi's Narration (POV):

Curly brown hair, big rabbit teeth, short in height and most especially dark small spots in my face - These are just SOME of the things that I may say if I where to describe myself PHYSICALLY. 'You are beautiful' , my mother would always convince and motivate me saying these words but I know into myself that I am not. I am ugly (FTW xD)

Seeing our family picture makes me wonder. My mother is damn beautiful like an angel fallen from the sky with those blue eyes, with her white flawless skin and with those long silky hair. My father is also very handsome- so manly, so white and most especially he is very tall...

What the hell happened to me? Did I just bumped in to a 14 wheeler truck? Did I just fell down from the 3rd floor of a building? Did someone curse me to hell? Are their my real parents? Or should I say.. Am I their real daughter? Answers to my questions are still unknown. My identity? Still a mystery.

BTW, I am Ninomi Kazunari my name sounds very cute but I am sorry to disappoint you because the actual person is not. I am 17 years old and apparently a high school student in one of the famous schools in Japan, Shirokin Gakuen. Our school, they say, is a very pleasing school. A lot of beautiful things are present  like me, okay just this time please make me a feeler. That is what I think. Famous schools like our school gives students a lot of opportunities - school idols, athletes and etc. But for me, this school just gives me the creeps and nightmares. Seeing my classmates going up to the stage and receiving their medals just makes me jealous. Ugly persons like me wasn't given an equal treatment despite the fact that I have the brain. What is the sense of being intelligent? I don't have the face..

You know what, many people would always criticize me saying things ironically..

For example:

Situation 1:
Friend: OMG, you are so perfect!! I bet many agencies are scouting you to be their actress. Your face is so unique.

Should I be happy? @.@

Situation 2:
Friend: I saw you in a movie!! You haven't told me about it. No makeup, no filter. You really are fit to be the main actress for SHREK. Hahaha..

Like seriously? Shrek is a boy.. Duuhhh..

Discriminations like these doesn't make me down. They are like viruses that attacts me unexpectedly but because of the many vitamins I take I am immuned of it. Actually, I reply them enthusiastically saying 'Oh!? Is that so? I will try to audition to some agencies sometimes! I would definitely be rich!' Hahaha (Okay that is so corny).

I already accepted the fact that I am ugly a very long time ago. First of all, being down because I was badly affected with those discriminations will not change the fact that I am ugly. Crying because of those things will not make me beautiful. Actually, I join beauty pageants to raise my self esteem. I know that I don't have the chance of winning but I always tell myself that - winning doesn't matter, trying is the most important.

Despite the fact that I am ugly, I can proudly say to the world that I once received a Love confession.. Yes! You have red it right- LOVE CONFESSION.. It happened when I visited an orphanage in our place. If I remember it right....

TO BE CONTINUED...

A/N: So that is the chapter 1 of the story.. Comments will be much considered. I don't know if I can update the story frequently because of the many things I am doing. Hope you like the story. :D

MAOU

Apr. 15th, 2015 03:59 pm
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MAOU

SYNOPSIS:
This drama is a remake of the popular suspense drama THE DEVILthat was aired in Korea last year. Ohno Satoshi will be playing the role of a two-faced lawyer, one of which is a kind hearted soul and the other who is plotting revenge, using his brilliant mind, on the person who killed his relative. On the other hand, Ikuta Toma will play the double lead role of the man, who has become a detective due to his dark past, who is pursuing the mysterious series of murders and fighting against the devil (maou).

~ Theme Song: "Truth" by ARASHI

MAIN CAST:
    - OHNO SATOSHI as Naruse Ryo/Manaka Tomoo
    - IKUTA TOMA as Serizawa Naoto
    - KOBAYASHI RYOKOas Sakita Shiori
POV:



  • -GOSH!!!!~ I may say that this drama is one of the best Japanese drama that I had ever watched.. I was like "How did he do that?" and like "His smile is very cute but part of it is creepy.", those kind of thoughts. I may say that Ohno Satoshi's personality is very different with Naruse Ryo/ Manaka Tomoo's personality. @.@ It is suspense drama like seriously!!! I don't know what will happen next, I don't know what will be his next move, I don't know who will die next and I even can't tell what Naruse-san is thinking. Some part of it is a love story <3 This drama makes us realize that once you made a wrong decision, you can't go back to the past and make it right. It tells us that you should think of what is going to happen if you do that action. I really wanna watch this again (Okay, I'll watch it later. LOL) Main point of the drama is REVENGE!!!! :D The plots are very good and also the twist makes your head burst of curiosity.. :D OHNO SATOSHI shippers this drama is definitely amazing, you better watch it.. ;) I really love Ikuta's acting in this drama like srly... His expressions and etc. (SAIKOUUUU!!~)

Here are some of the Photos:


This makes me jelous :'(


Ending part (Spoiler 101) XD


I love that stare <3


DEVIL!!

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