"My life is my message."

This is bugging me lately. 😩 I've been always into a situation in which I need to decide whether to choose between "my own goal and my loved-ones' goal". Well one thing is for sure, we have contrasting opinions. In every situation in which I encounter this, I have always thought of wanting to say 'no'. However, I can't just say it. I've came into a realization that maybe I just need to follow what they want so that it'll easily be over. Part of me also says that it is a good choice to stick with their opinion since they will be happy with what I'll achieve and I also think that maybe my 'goal' will soon have a limit. BUT I'M WRONG! 😧😩😰😞
It's harder than what I have imagined. Especially when you do the things you don't want to do and then out of nowhere you'll just ask yourself "Why did I take this?" Or "I can't see the point of doing this." Or even "I can't see my future with this." 😭 It's hard REALLY HARD.

Hi, another random thought~ It's amazing how people can be so selfish sometimes. ;_; Considering the fact that they are not the ones who made the great effort in producing those results. Anyway, what are these people thinking? Are they doing this for fame? To help others? Or just for their own self satisfaction? Tsk. Yes, i'm talking about these rule breakers.

Think before you act. Consider the circumstances of your actions, bro! These subbers are risking their lives just to provide us the best translations. Thus, we are bound to follow their conditions. We download their subs, we watch videos using their subs and much more. Come to think of it, these subbers are sharing their subs without asking anything in return just to FOLLOW THEIR RULES. Is that even difficult? =_= Come on!

Yes! Last day of final exams tommorow and i'm totally free. /claps/ /showers confetti/ It's summer break for me.. Joke! I have summer classes. Huhuhu ;_;

^o^ Anyway, it has been 94858274 years since i last posted something here. :'3 well, actually i was literally flailing when i saw the preview of Ohno's new drama. :3 He's seriously cute and cool. LOL xD

I saw some posts that says that the first meeting of Reiji and Misaki is in a bath! O_O /gives that suspicious look/ LOL xD I am really looking forward to it! ^O^ wahahaha..

And another---

Assassination classroom! ;_;
I was reading the manga and it seriously showed a lot of "feels". I hope that they'll be showing it in the live action... /cries/

Yeah! 2015 is just so quick that tomorrow is the last day of the year. Bye 2015, hello 2016 ^^

I just wanna greet all of you an awesome, amazing and a happy New Year and also a Belated Merry Christmas. I was out last Christmas so i wasn't able to greet all of you ^^

I wanna thank all of you for being part of my year ^^ Being in the Arashi fandom just doubled the happiness, the fun and the enjoynment or sometimes sadness that I am feeling.. Talking to different people with the same circumstances that i am experiencing just made me feel that i am not alone ^^ *hugs*
Thanks for all the memories and I hope that our friendship will not last!

Happy New Year again!

Hello! Hisashiburi na~
It's been a while since the last time I posted!
I've came up to a realization that Yama (sho x ohno) fanfictions are seriously nice and cute! I can clearly imagine the both parties' faces and reactions in each scene. LoL. Maybe I'm just exagerating things~ Gomen ne Kazu-kun.

Awww... I miss writing fanfictions though~ but, basically, if i've done one I should finish it. In my current situation, well, I'm too busy... Huhuhu~

BTW, I've added a lot of friends~ Yoroshiku ne! Hope that we'll become friends soon...

Reminds me of Freestyle! <3 😍😀
Sugoi! 👏👏👏

Hello!! Hisashiburi na~~~
BTW, new eighter here!!!
Guys, please help me... What are some communities that sub kanjani 8 shows or dramas and etc.?
Thanks for commenting in advance.
Love you! :*

Uhhhmmm... So classes officially resumed last June 9. I was actually nervous cause I really don't know anyone and also college life is new to me but I really had a good time meeting new people.. ^^ :D

First week in college is kinda tiring and stressful cause one thing is that I had a lot of assignments and also quizzes (even though it is still the first week). One problem that I encountered is that the buildingsl are so far with each other that I really need to run so that I would not be late in my next class.

Urrrrrrggg....

Let me share somethig...
I actually had a very hard time finding a 'room' called TBA only to find out that it was not actually a room (Baka!! xDD *hides).

TBA- "to be arrange" hahaha..

Well, even though it is quite hard in college, i realized that I can learn a lot of things and I can still be happy in my small little ways.. Neh?

I look forward to the next chapter in my life, my college life.

Gambaremashou!!! xDD

Well, seeing those cartolinas makes me remember one of the funniest experience that I could ever encounter.

It was December last year that that thing happened. As far as I could remember we were decorating our classroom for the upcoming Christmas party. All of us were busy doing our own jobs and doing our own responsibilities. Some of my classmates were hanging up those lanterns, some were decorating the blackboard and also some where putting out Christmas lights. We have already finished decorating our big Christmas tree. We were planing to have a white Christmas so just imagine, we were making fake snows and fake snow flakes using our creative minds. We made those snow flakes using glitters and the snows were made using cottons. We planned to fill out our entire classroom with snow including the walls so we attached many cottons in a cartolina and pasted it on the walls using glue stick.

And that was when "that" unexpected thing happened. We nearly finished pasting those cartolinas on the walls and our classroom totally looks so fantastic and wonderful and amazing and awesome (yeah! It is like no words can explain its appearance. LOL). It was totally a big achievement cause our classroom was so huge.

We just need to paste the last cartolina to the last space and we are done. Yata! The last space was located at the topest and inner most corner of the classroom near the big Christmas tree. It was hard to reach. The Christmas tree was so big that we can't carry it cause it was heavy and it may be ruined. No one brought a glue gun that time so we used a candle to be our heat sorce for the glue stick to melt and can be used as a paste. My classmate carried the last cartolina and it accidentaly hit the candle and it was entirely caught on fire. I totally witnessed the scene and I was so shocked to think of the next move cause not only the cartolina was caugh on a fire but also the tip of the Christmas Tree. My classmates were totally panicking and seeing their faces was so funny. The one who was holding the cartolina  and had caught it on fire was an emotionless guy and like seriously the christmas tree was on fire but still he is emotionless but his actions shows that he was really worried and panicking. *face palm*  Some of my classmates got some water and some of the girls were already shouting. One of my classmates managed to pull out the fire extinguisher and of course put out the fire using it. Some of my classmates were just cheering and dancing like crazy. Hahaha..

Our faces looked so troubled and a moment of silence came in our situation. After that moment we went wild and just laugh our hearts out. It was totally weird thinking that a single cartolina can kill us all and not just that no one reported the scene to our teachers. We just kept it as a secret. It was totally memorable for me.

Hahaha.. That Moment was so awesome. It just shows that my classmates and I were truly idiots. Laughing after a tragedy. The hell!!  I really felt a true family in their arms and really I felt the school as my second home. Well, we were are a true family, we were united as one. I just miss those moments. LOL XD
Lesson learned. It was a big success. ^^