OPPOSITE ATTRACTS (Chapter 3: First day of school)

Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 3: First day of school
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 3:

Jun's POV:

"Young master! Young master Sawada.. Wake up"

It is so bright.. I wanna sleep more. I wanna be in my dreamland. My head hurts badly.

"It is your first day of class!"

Shit.

I totally forgot it. I hurriedly got out of my bed. Panicking. It is already 7:45 a.m school starts at 8..

"Shocks, shocks, shocks, shocks.. Shit, shit, shit, shit.."

This is hell....

10 years had passed by and I am 18 years old now. I don't have any communication or contact with her. Is she doing well? What does she look like now?

I was 'Matsumoto Jun' before but now I became 'Sawada Jun'. I was an orphan in Hasegawa Orphanage. They say, that my mother died from a severe sickness when I was a baby and I was left to those sisters who have treated me as their child. My father abandoned my mother and I. Despite of not having any parent beside me, I still felt complete. I had my friends, my family. There is nothing more or less.

(Flash back)

"Jun, they are your new family. He is your father, Sawada Shin. Your mother, Sawada Kumiko."

I can't understand what is happening but I know that I would be separated from the orphanage.

They hugged me..

Should I tell Ninomi? No, no. I should not. She should not know about this.

I should treat her badly for now so that it would not be harder for me to leave her. She became part of my life. She became my sunshine. She is beautiful inside and out. That is why I like her. I see her as a fairy. A beautiful fairy.

The day had come. I wanna see her for the last time but I was not expecting her to come. That would be fine. That is the best.

"Why did you not tell me?" A very familiar voice.

It's her..

What is she doing here? But I was so happy to see her. She haven't visited me for 3 days. I felt lonely, alone. Seeing her makes my day complete.

"Can you love me back?" I should be honest with my feelings for the last time. I should tell her that 'I liked her' since the day I met her.

She didn't reply back. It makes me hurt but suddenly. She hugged me tightly. Seriously? I can't breathe.

That is the last time I saw her...

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"Young master, the car is ready!"

Wait, wait, wait, wait...

I haven't eaten my breakfast. I am starving but there is no choice. I will just endure it.

First day of classes is the best. I meet new people but what I like the most is that maybe I am going to meet her.

"Shirokin Gakuen, that is the name of your new school, young master"

"I see."

Ninomi's POV:

Gosh...

It is the first day of school. Uggghhh.. Nightmare starts again. I hated school so much from the bottom of my hypothalamus. I will meet those bitches again.

No, no.. I should not think of this kind of things. I should spread the good vibes, the good aura. I still have my bestfriend, Ohno-chan. I wanna meet her and tell her about my vacation.

I walk passing through the bunch of flowers in the garden. I felt the warm air touching my skin. The trees that are waving to say "hello". The white- blue sky that makes everything so calm. Is there something new?

I was in the middle of my dramatic fantasy  when suddenly-----

"Ouch!" Somebody bumped in to me. Does he have eyes? Can't he see me?

Who is he?

"Sawada- sama, are you okay?"

Sawada.. Okay..

"The ceremony would start in a couple of minutes" A man in his 30's told this what so called 'sawada' man. "We would be leaving now. Enjoy your day."

"Thank you!" This man replied.

I was still standing right in front of him. Expecting him to apologize.

He looks so calm, that is what I thought. He is like an angel. He is too bright. He has so much attractive facial appearance. He is so tall. He is so flawless. He looks like a model. Like, seriously!! 

He looked down to see his notebooks on the ground.

"Get those." He suddenly talked to me.

Wait. Is he commanding me?

"Huh?" The only thing I can reply.

"Are you deaf? I said get those notebooks, ugly."

Is he picking a fight? WTH did he call me?

"I am sorry. You where the one who bumped into me."

Arrogant.

"Oh?! Is that so? Maybe because you where so tiny that is why I have not notice you? Get those things, NOW!"

Who is this damn man!? Why the hell is he commanding me? He is not an angel. He is a devil. A handsome devil. Wait what am I talking about.

"What? I even don't know you and you are talking to me like that?" Bitch man. "You have a hand. You can get that without my help."  Too much pride. "Oh maybe because you don't want to be dirty, young master. If you have a head, you have just told you Butler or what so ever to get those things for you. Idiot. Bitch. Devil!!

I ignored him after that. I bumped his shoulders and I hear him reacted but 'I DON'T CARE!'

"I am just so thankful because ugliness is not epidemic, it is not viral." He grinned

"I am also very thankful because stupidity is not a sickness because if it was. You will die" I replied positively

I look at him intensely and him grinning like an idiot.

*Bell ringing

That means that the ceremony will be starting. The ROUND 1 of our fight just ended.

We walked in a separate path.

I wanna get wild. I wanna grab his hair and cut it. I wanna punch him till he beg me to stop.

I wanna hug him.

WTH was I thinking? I know he is handsome but---- Urrrggghhh.. If he was just kind hearted..

He ruined my day! He made school worse than ever.

I hope that I will not meet him again...
I HATE HIM!!!

A/N: And that is the Chapter 3. I find the story cute.. Haha. LOL. Hope you like it. What do you think will be the fate of Jun and Ninomi?? Are you looking forward to it.. :D Chapter 4 next. Comments will be much appreciated. Thanks for reading! ^_^

Jun, My sunshine (One shot)

Title: Jun, My sunshine
Author:osjmnkamss
Genre: Drama, romance
Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: G
Summary: "Don't ever fall in love with me." Jun answered. Will Sho still persue his love for him?

A/N: Hello! This is a story I made for all of you. I want to try making a one-shot. Comments will be much appreciated. Please critic my work. Enjoy reading it. :D

They say that 'it's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.'

"I don't know why I should tell you this. I'm nothing special, nothing but an ordinary person. Nothing good has happened in my entire life. My life just suck. Except the fact that I met you, Sho. I can see a ray of hope in you. You became my strength."

My world just stop. The warm blue of his eyes reassures me of a love that would last forever. Tears was just continuously streaming from my eyes to my warm cheeks. I had realized many things. I had realized that I felt the same feelings for him. Jun, my sunshine.

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Jun and I met at school. We were locker neighbors, sharing the same smell of fresh notebook paper with clips of our favorite musicians taped inside our locker doors.

He was so beautiful ---Pinkish cheecks, with his fully matured body and with his attractive facial character. But what is weird about him is that he has no friends, alone and empty. I haven't seen him hanging out with somebody before. I haven't seen him smile.

Those things had deepen my curiosity. 

"That's nice!" I approached him with out hesitation.

I want to know more about him. I want to be part of his life. I don't want to be a stranger. I want to be his FRIEND.

"Th-Thanks." He stood up from his chair.

Why is he so distant?

I tried talking to him for how many times but he would just ignore me. Doing some excuses- going to the bathroom, goes to the faculty, science project..... And more.

Wait. Why am I doing this? Is it because of pity? Question, unanswered.

Finding an answer to my question just makes me wild. Makes my head BURST.

"Love is the extremely difficult realization that something other than oneself is real."
- Iris Murdoch

Something is not right.

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I saw him in the cafeteria. Eating alone.

"Can I eat with you?"

"Yes"

I sit now in silence, I don't know how to start the conversation. As I start to speak, I look into his eyes and stop myself, wondering if I will be making a mistake..

No, no, no.. I should speak.

"Uhhmmm.. Are you okay?"

Idiot. How can I easily ask him that kind of question. He doesn't know me..

"W- why.."

Wait. His starting to talk to me right now.

"Mh?"

"W-why do you always talk to me?"

WHY!? A very difficult question. I even don't know why. I can't answer that. Please change the topic.

"Uhhmm.. I don't have a specific answer of 'Why'. I just want to be your friend. That is all. Is that a problem? Am I too annoying? Am I giving you an head ache?"

My heart pounded as I glance nervously into his eyes, unable to hold my stare, yet unable to look away.

"Don't ever fall in love with me."

I sit frozen on the chair for a long time after he said those words; the only movement in my body is my eyes that is ridiculously naughty. I can't stare him straight right in to his eyes. Why am I feeling this way? I felt my heart being crashed into pieces. It makes me feel like half of me is missing. And so I am searching for the missing piece... Is that you?

He was about to stand when I grabbed his hand and held him in my arms tightly.

I struggle to find the words that I know must come out of my mouth. Words that would lead us to a place of magic on the path of our friendship.

"I need you."

That's it.

He was crying.

"Are you kidding? Why would someone need me? I am useless. Not me please."

"It should be you." I said those words lightly. Not being afraid of rejection. I knew that I was taking a big chance with my feelings. If I didn't give him my heart now, there may be no other time.

"Give me a chance to get to know you more. Give me time to think. Will you wait for me?"

"Yes, I will surely do."

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We where seeing each other for almost 5 months. The awkwardness are gone and he is starting to open up things on me.

Being with him change my life. I shared many things with him- I mean, everything. I felt the love prying apart the hard shell of shyness that encircled me. His love for me lifted me from the Earth and gently sent me into the clouds. He cast off the chains I had given my self. As if a tall, dark mountain had stood in front of me and out of nowhere, he had given me wings to fly over it.

I should tell him now. I should confess my love to him.

"Jun-chan, I love you. Will you be my boyfriend?"

Silence.

"Impossible."

WHAT!? Is he kidding?

I took a deep breath and replied, "But I love you, Jun. You-----"

He interrupted me.

"Cancer"

Huh!? What is he talking about.

"I'll die soon, Sho-chan. You will be left alone. I don't wanna leave you. That is why I don't want someone to fall in love with me. I don't want to keep in touch with someone. I don't want to be close to someone because...." His voice is accelerating. He is catching up his breath. "I'll leave them eventually."

My heart was broken. Why did he not tell me? He was everything for me, almost all the time together had been in my heart.

"And now you know. Please don't ever go near me."

I was out of my mind. I grabbed his hands and kissed him. I can feel his smooth lips touches mine. I felt his hand on the back of my head pulling our lips more closer. I can feel his warm cheeks touches mine. I can feel his tears run down my cheeks.

I let go of him.

"You will be healed, Jun. If that's not the case. I would be happily be with you and cherish every moment that God has given you to live in my life. I would be ready to face your death, Jun." I hugged him. "Years, weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds.. Is not enough but I would promise that it is worth it to be with you."

"I don't know why I should tell you this. I'm nothing special, nothing but an ordinary person. Nothing good has happened in my entire life. My life just suck. Except the fact that I met you, Sho. I can see a ray of hope in you. You became my strength."

"We'll get this through together."

I felt her grip became tighter. I know that I had totally convince her. I will promise to love her now and forever.

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It has been 2 years since he had died but I can still feel his presence right here in my heart. His memories would be treasured in my heart forever. Nothing can replace, Jun, My sunshine.

A/N: Sakumoto love. YEY. I am very happy to finish this story. I wanna share my first one-shot fanfic. I am not confident in writing stories. Hope you like it. Comments are much considered and appreciated. Love you all!! :*