Apr. 17th, 2015

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Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 1: Just Me
Author: [livejournal.com profile] osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

A/N: It is my first time writing a story like seriously. I am a pure amateur so pls. Treat me well.. ;) Comments will be much appreciated. If there where wrong grammars, Gomen ne. Please critic my work so I can do better next time. Arigatou in advance. Enjoy reading it! ^_^


Ninomi's Narration (POV):

Curly brown hair, big rabbit teeth, short in height and most especially dark small spots in my face - These are just SOME of the things that I may say if I where to describe myself PHYSICALLY. 'You are beautiful' , my mother would always convince and motivate me saying these words but I know into myself that I am not. I am ugly (FTW xD)

Seeing our family picture makes me wonder. My mother is damn beautiful like an angel fallen from the sky with those blue eyes, with her white flawless skin and with those long silky hair. My father is also very handsome- so manly, so white and most especially he is very tall...

What the hell happened to me? Did I just bumped in to a 14 wheeler truck? Did I just fell down from the 3rd floor of a building? Did someone curse me to hell? Are their my real parents? Or should I say.. Am I their real daughter? Answers to my questions are still unknown. My identity? Still a mystery.

BTW, I am Ninomi Kazunari my name sounds very cute but I am sorry to disappoint you because the actual person is not. I am 17 years old and apparently a high school student in one of the famous schools in Japan, Shirokin Gakuen. Our school, they say, is a very pleasing school. A lot of beautiful things are present  like me, okay just this time please make me a feeler. That is what I think. Famous schools like our school gives students a lot of opportunities - school idols, athletes and etc. But for me, this school just gives me the creeps and nightmares. Seeing my classmates going up to the stage and receiving their medals just makes me jealous. Ugly persons like me wasn't given an equal treatment despite the fact that I have the brain. What is the sense of being intelligent? I don't have the face..

You know what, many people would always criticize me saying things ironically..

For example:

Situation 1:
Friend: OMG, you are so perfect!! I bet many agencies are scouting you to be their actress. Your face is so unique.

Should I be happy? @.@

Situation 2:
Friend: I saw you in a movie!! You haven't told me about it. No makeup, no filter. You really are fit to be the main actress for SHREK. Hahaha..

Like seriously? Shrek is a boy.. Duuhhh..

Discriminations like these doesn't make me down. They are like viruses that attacts me unexpectedly but because of the many vitamins I take I am immuned of it. Actually, I reply them enthusiastically saying 'Oh!? Is that so? I will try to audition to some agencies sometimes! I would definitely be rich!' Hahaha (Okay that is so corny).

I already accepted the fact that I am ugly a very long time ago. First of all, being down because I was badly affected with those discriminations will not change the fact that I am ugly. Crying because of those things will not make me beautiful. Actually, I join beauty pageants to raise my self esteem. I know that I don't have the chance of winning but I always tell myself that - winning doesn't matter, trying is the most important.

Despite the fact that I am ugly, I can proudly say to the world that I once received a Love confession.. Yes! You have red it right- LOVE CONFESSION.. It happened when I visited an orphanage in our place. If I remember it right....

TO BE CONTINUED...

A/N: So that is the chapter 1 of the story.. Comments will be much considered. I don't know if I can update the story frequently because of the many things I am doing. Hope you like the story. :D

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Title: OPPOSITE ATTRACTS
Chapter 2: My first Friend
Author: osjmnkamss
Rating: G
Genre: Comedy, Love story
Pairing: Matsumiya

Warning: Nino is a girl :) Imagination is needed.. Haha.. Those words that are italized are ninomi's words in her head.

Summary: He is handsome. I am not beautiful. He is calm. I am so not. Do we have any chance to attract? Does an ugly person like me has a chance of love?

A/N: Enjoy! :D

Chapter 2:

(Flash back)

"Dear, we have just arrive!"

I opened the window glass and had a peak of what the world is all about. I saw so many different creatures right in front of my eyes. For an innocent 7 year old girl like me, everything was just a game. Every single day was a very long journey that I should pass on. I lived my life different from many kids. My parents were working abroad so I was left behind with no companion. Things were just so different. They had enrolled me to school to meet new people but those classmates of mine just bullied and treated me like a piece of shit. I was home schooled. I was isolated in the house without any interaction to the outside world, no one can reach me, no one can understand me. Being someone with the same generation as me is just so rare. I play alone, I experience fun and excitement alone. Video games is my life. That is all. The world is cruel.

As I step down from the car, a new world had open up. Cold breeze welcomes me to the orphanage.It is so refreshing that is what I thought.

But seriously? I am damn nervous with those stares and  gossips that I hear from my surrounding. I was like a crow in a flock of doves. I felt like they would eat me alive. @.@

"Introduce yourself, dear."

"I... I, I, I a-m ni..ni-nomi!!" I tried my best to give them a positive impression but WTH have I done!? I talked like a robot. I sounded like an idiot. My face just felt so warm. I can't breathe.

NOOOOOOO!!!!!

They would definitely laugh at me. They would surely not accept me. They would be bullying me too.... - those kinds of thoughts. But unexpectedly, things turned out to be different.

"Ninomi-chan, Nice to meet you! Can we be friends?" A cute little boy just approached me suddenly without any hesitation.

White in skin color, tall in terms of height.. He is very handsome. Just so opposite with me.

"Eh?"

"You should reply 'Nice to meet you too' and not 'Eh?'. That was a little bit rude, Ninomi-chan"

"I am sorry! It is just.... You are my first friend." Giving him my full teeth smile is the only way I think to convince him.

My smile looks gross..

"Really!? I am honored to be your first. I am Jun-chan." His name just fits him. A very cheerful guy.

That was how we met.

Who would have thought that this handsome guy can change my point of view in life. Who would have thought that he can change everything.

I visited the orphanage once in a while. I wanna see him often. I wanna play with him. I wanna be with him. Jun made me think that I have a reason to live and that is to meet him. I look forward to every single day because I know that there would be some one waiting for me. Time for me became faster and faster. It was like yesterday when we first met. The awkwardness was gone and my life was just filled with happiness until one day.....

"Stay away from me!" Jun exclaimed. He was acting so weird these past few days. Have I done anything wrong? Did something happen?

"Why would I do that? We are friends right??"

"WTH are you talking about. You treated me as a friend but I NEVER treated you as mine." Tears just continuously fell down from my eyes.

"What are you saying?"

"You are so ugly like hell. I choose my friends and YOU don't make a cut." I was filled with embarrassment. I just ran like I was in a 50 meter sprint. I wanna punch him. I wanna yell at him. I hated him so much. I just wanna disappear from his sight.

Things are different for me after all..

I haven't visited for 3 days. I still remember the feeling of being hurt. I still wanna be with him but he doesn't want me. I cursed my self for being ugly.

"There is a letter for you, dear."

"Thanks!"

From: Hasegawa Orphanage
To: Ninomi Kazunari

Dear Ninomi,

I would just like to inform you that your friend, Jun Matsumoto, would be leaving the orphanage later afternoon. I was just concern about your situation with him. He doesn't want to tell you about this may be because he doesn't want you to be hurt.

Love,
Mother Charita

WHAT!?

I am so confused. I wanna meet him now. I wanna have a explanation. I wanna stop him. Why? Why did he not tell me? Why?

I asked my guardian to drive me to the orphanage and just in time....

"Jun!"

"Why are you here?"

"Why didn't you tell me?"

We are both crying now. Tears won't stop falling.

"I know that you'll cry... That is why I don't wanna tell you.. It becomes harder for me to leave.."

A moment of silence....

Why!?

"I am sorry Ninomi-chan. I can't be with you any more.. I wanna stay with you longer. I wanna play with you longer. But time won't allow us.. I am sorry for saying that you are 'ugly'. You are the most beautiful person I met. Please stay well Ninomi. Believe and be confident. You are beautiful. Smile please."

I can't speak. I can't look straight into his eyes. I wanna tell him that I wanna play with him more and grow up with him but-----

"I love you!"

My world just stop when he told me that..

"Can you love me back?" Jun whispered.

I was shocked. I was frozen. I just hugged him tight.

"Jun-kun, we are leaving!"

I let him go....

To be continued...

A/N: and that is Chapter 2. Hope you like it comments will be much appreciated. :D

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