Urrrrrggg...

I woke up this day 4:00 a.m. to prepare my self to go to school. Well, it is crazy to think that it is a holiday in our country and then I woke up too early to go to school. Right? The reason behind this is that today is the day where in we ,the in coming freshmen or first year college students, will be having our ID pictorial.

When I arrived at school, even though it was still 6:00 am, many people were already lining up and forming a queu in one of the offices. I was really surprised cause I thought that I would be the first one to arrive at the campus. I felt so nervous that time. First of all, because I came from a different place. I was actually new and I am not very familiar with the places. It was hard for me to adapt cause I lived from a different surrounding and also I went to the school without any assistance coming from any of my relatives. Second, i knew no one. I saw one familiar face but we are not that close with each other so I still felt alone. Lastly, they have a different language. I was actually using the same language as them but I am not so comfortable using it.

It felt like I was a crow in a flock of doves. I felt like I am climbing the highest mountain in the world.

Plus, I hate my schedule. My 3 major subjects were all compressed in a day. Like seriously!? =.=" I am also very worried cause my sister tells me stories about her friends who have the same course with me before but they shifted cause they really have a hard time and also they failed in almost all of their subjects.. @.@ Those stories just added the pressure that I am feeling.. *slaps my face* chill..
But I can't!!! *runs to the corner and then cries* LOL

I encounter so many challenges this day but I am very happy cause I passed it all.
Classes will be starting next month so it means that less fangirling activities.. Too bad for me :'(
As what they say, study is the key.. :P